Hi guys, I'm a long time follower, first time poster I haven't been
diagnosed with anything yet, but the words severe depression/ anxiety,
bipolar, postnatal depression have been thrown out there and are
spinning around my head like a dark cloud. I h...
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Hi guys, I'm a long time follower, first time poster I haven't been
diagnosed with anything yet, but the words severe depression/ anxiety,
bipolar, postnatal depression have been thrown out there and are
spinning around my head like a dark cloud. I have a youngster who just
turned one. During the pregnancy everything was swell. But when she was
first born I felt an overwhelming sense of dread. Like there was
something wrong. I felt like my child was sick, even though she wasn't.
I felt like, why isn't my husband paying as much attention to me as he
did previously? I felt like I wasn't doing enough around the house to
warrant staying home all day without working. I felt horrible. I felt
unwanted. Unneeded. But then i went to the dpctpron medication, and
within a month, it passed. I don't remember now a lot from that time,
only that I painted the whole house top to bottom to keep busy - to keep
my mind off those thoughts. Once it was done I think I thought I was
cured