Hello there, my name is Steven, im a male in his mid twenties & i need
to speak about something thats been lingering on my mind for the past
few years, I already tried explaining this to family/friends, all I get
is the starry eyed response. How does...
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Hello there, my name is Steven, im a male in his mid twenties & i need
to speak about something thats been lingering on my mind for the past
few years, I already tried explaining this to family/friends, all I get
is the starry eyed response. How does the majority do the same thing
everyday like its nothing, you gotta drag yourself out of bed every
morning just to go to a place you never Intentionly wanted to just to
trade your time for a piece of paper with people printed on there who i
have no clue nor interest of. You have to face impatient people on the
road, hot heads, traffic accidents, traffic, wannabe mad max actors,
then when you get to the workplace, you're forced to work like a robot
with people who you dont even get along with like putting up with
unessesary stress & criticism even just by being at you job, then you
get scolded by bosses who hardly praise you for doing a good job but
shame you for not trying harder when you just wanna get the work done &
go home with no drama's etc. Here's the kicker tho, despite how much you
dont like it, you have to do it anyways, not because you want to but
because thats how the system's design according to meritocracy terms,
after years of evolution right up into the so called modern era, you
think by now things would start to get easier for everybody, instead
they just get more harder & harder with no praises but belittledness by
bosses, coworkers, family, all becuase you think things could be better
& not wanna be part of the rat race. Now I do recieve a side income, its
not something I can live on permanently due to how crazily impulsively
expensive everthing continues to be, but on the side I job hop alot, &
with this privilege I came to know alot just how disturbing & shallow
the workforce is today, most people have a really nasty bogus attitude,
they value their ego than looking at facts, everybodys always putting up
a font all the time, theres a certain amount of workplace politics that
youre forced to deal with, you get treated indifferently all becuase you
wanna get the job done & not engage in vauge small talk conversations,
youre forced to play a rigged game that you didn't sign up for just to
impress others who you dont even like, you always have to deal with the
feeling of getting laid off or how am I gonna pay my rent & bills etc,
if behind theirs minds are saying that they dont like this & this isnt
right, then why keep on perpetuating this foolish cycle, the truth is it
can be better, tho it seems everybody wants to keep things the same
forever, like how is this even possible? Its no wonder people get
depressed, anxious, miserable, ptsd, ocd, bipolar, borderline
personality disorder, arthritis, insomnia, anhedonia, easily irratated,
anger issues, then they seek help only to be put on anti depression
tablets, therapy, psychologists, psychiatrists, mental institutions etc,
like do not see where im coming here. Then you have destructive
substances that exist like alcohol, smoking, pornorgraphy, gambling
addictions, if these things did not exist just imagine how even more
crazy the world would be. We are all working ourselves to death over
what a pipedream that most likely will never become a reality because of
how greedy & self centred this species has become, only to exist for the
top 1% who are machiavellian's, narcissistic & manipulators to their own
citizens who actually put their trust into because who else are they
gonna trust? While growing up ive always been told to be grateful being
given life, its easy enough to say so, but what is there to be really
grateful for, a life where im forced to participate in foolish schemes,
to give my time that i wont get back to corporations who see me as a
number & a tool, to realise everything i gained start to fade away as
time goes on, to be part of a mediocre society thats passive aggressive,
suppressive & pretentious, seriously if i knew things were gonna be like
this before stepping foot into this realm with a choice then I'd choose
not to be here, sure life gives but mostly takes, you age, you start
loosing loved ones, you become obsolete from your job, it doesnt care
about you, which is why its very hard to find a real good reason to
bring someone here just so they can go thru the same things that youre
going thru, sure misery loves company but also happiness doesnt loves
misery, its a vicious cycle. Anyways thats all I have for now, thanks
for reading.
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