Growing Up I resented my father since I was 8 year's old Than I went to
high school and from 12 to 18 I was a painful poeser and a loner and
bullied socially and physically for 6 year's Than I was bullied for an
extra 5 year's, when I tried to re kin...
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Growing Up I resented my father since I was 8 year's old Than I went to
high school and from 12 to 18 I was a painful poeser and a loner and
bullied socially and physically for 6 year's Than I was bullied for an
extra 5 year's, when I tried to re kindle two of those broken
friendship's with one more long hall with them I was alway's meek all
the time. ALWAY's In too many way's I had a narcissistic father, He was
selfish, arrogant, vicariously or plainly controlling, dyslexic, rude,
Jealous and He was a dead beat absent bill paying father, He would also
gas light my mis diagnosis and call me disabled, retarted, sick, or
needing to be hospitalised or take medication. He would manipulate my
centrelink disability pension as a allowance, rather than a government
benefit, He was financial mild black mail. My father never could be
corrected or regurgitate order only other people's be told fact's or
fiction. He would also perceive or believe my value's, virtue's or
political retrospective has to be with His agreement or Australia's Than
my mother was vague, She was arrogant and vicariously liking Her own
approaches to situation's, She would be emotionally abusive and say I am
a child or Immature, and She wouldn't on every occassion hear my
feeling's, or regard my wisdom Come later, I became mis diagnosed, when
after high school I lost myself for a few year's and gave up and became
destructively Infatuated with a online foriegn girl, It lead me to a mis
diagnosis of schizoprehnia when I was In a suicidal fixated personality,
the sad thing Is, It's lead me to cope pre diabetie's type-2 and have my
gallbladder removed, I was bullied now at 26 to be enforced to voluntary
admit myself In hospital for one month, It's affected my driving with
occupational therapist assessment's and medical yearly review's x2 I was
alway's a misfit, wanting meaning and purpose and Individuality, over
Just the next tolerant or shit Job, I never was a dumb person to see the
only value as money, even If money up hold's to the diversity of quality
a life can be lead through I wanted to pursue creative Interest since as
young as 14, and now at 26, I never could have the esteem, because I
don't like living with my Dad, and I have a Immensity of Issue's, and I
am behind by 10 year's with my life I never had my driving, I never had
conventional direction, I never had net work, I had a clueless mother,
and a selfish to Himself dead living father figure
How do I talk to my doctor?
