I need to take a session of ECT in order to fix my sleeping problem.
It's the only solution I can think of. I have been referred to a sleep
specialist, she says that a psychiatrist will be the one to recommend
ECT. I'm afraid that they will just dism...
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I need to take a session of ECT in order to fix my sleeping problem.
It's the only solution I can think of. I have been referred to a sleep
specialist, she says that a psychiatrist will be the one to recommend
ECT. I'm afraid that they will just dismiss the request. It is
well-known that ECT is only used as last resort aid for
treatment-resistant depression, etc. My case is different, so I am
really hoping they would understand; I mean, I have heard of patients
being pulled out to try new treatments under pioneer studies. Well, I
have been prescribed several medications; have tried chamomile,
lavender, lemon balm, sleep restriction. None produced an effect. All in
all, I'm curious to how ECT will affect me. My condition: I slept with a
temporary thought and now had been stuck on it for 3 weeks, 24/7. One
evening, I tried to incorporate this temporary thought into sleep; for
awhile, I lost myself to doing just that. I then noticed myself resting,
and realized my brain was now actively incorporating the temporary
thought on its own. This awareness would take over my everyday brain
activity, even sleep. I now only half-sleep, in 90-minute fragments.
What I did and am experiencing now may be similar to daytime
parahypnagogia. I currently don't know how to undo all of this. Just to
add, this temporary thought alters perception, that's why I'm sure I'm
under it, non-stop. I thought ECT because my case resembles that of a
woman who had severe paradoxical insomnia no meds could fix until ECT,
or the case of a woman uncomfortable with her altered self she got from
a meditation retreat. After being on so many prescriptions, she had to
undergo ECT. I don't really know how ECT works but I have a dulled
default mode network that is now hijacked and altered by this persisting
temporary thought, and somehow ECT can delete these alterations if it
can.