I’m just wondering if anyone else has had the above ever happen too them
?? I was told that I had severe depression, which was no surprise really
, after losing a dad and Mum I was close too. thrown in a few health
issues and a difficult siblings too...
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I’m just wondering if anyone else has had the above ever happen too them
?? I was told that I had severe depression, which was no surprise really
, after losing a dad and Mum I was close too. thrown in a few health
issues and a difficult siblings too deal with wrapping up Dads home and
affairs , I had to play Fake ( something hard too do but a must to keep
it as peaceful for my own wellness also) Knowing all along once
everything was wrapped up I am down with them both , as they treated dad
with disrespect some consider both my parents did a very good job in
raising us , I don’t except them too treat me with compassion if they
couldn’t even visit an 80 plus man who was nothing but kind. So in
essence I have no family now , as I didn’t have children, . I moved in a
year ago however I’m 20% unpacked due to depression and back surgery
needed. I live in bed . I found a letter to my doctor saying I had BPD ,
?? It was personally disorder, when I looked into it I was SO UPSET!! As
reading about it , sounded like a tough gig , however a lot of my past
kinda made sense with some things , anyway , I can’t find the paper it
was written on. It ended up putting me into a total tail spin. I booked
into see the psychiatrist and I must admit , I was a bit rude, As I told
him about it and asked “ Why did you not just tell me ??? As I had been
seeing him over 2 years and was trying to understand why I couldn’t bet
depression, can’t we get a brain scan which he claims they don’t do
which makes no sense to me , considering on Dr phil you see they have
doctors that need the brain scans to SEE THE PROBLEM!! Anyway he looked
thur his notes , but claimed he only had half I feel like I can’t trust
him anymore, so I haven’t been back since the day I confronted him on it
I also have come of my antidepressants , as they where making me sweat
with other medicine pills back pain etc and menopause thrown in there.
it’s helped with the endless sweating , I’m still down but no worse of
than when on pills i can’t say the name of who I was seeing , however he
does have some bad reviews, and at times I would leave thinking I’m not
so sure I agree with his ideas I mean I’m down but I still can think
common sense etc thanks for anyone reading this ! I’m living in bed ,
stuck ! Can anyone suggest anything or had a similar conversation about
the same thing , as I’m left wondering now do I have BPD or not ??
appricate anyone s feedback thanks
withdrawals as a parent
