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I've always had bouts of low level depression. This one is lasting a while and so I've seen a GP. Getting blood done first and go from there (my bloods have always been normal, so not expecting an easy fix like I'm low in Iron or Vitamin D). I'm not ... View more
I've always had bouts of low level depression. This one is lasting a while and so I've seen a GP. Getting blood done first and go from there (my bloods have always been normal, so not expecting an easy fix like I'm low in Iron or Vitamin D). I'm not someone dwelling on trauma. Covid hasn't really impacted my life. I don't have a stressful life. Home life is good. I've always had levels of social anxiety, but i don't get anxious about anything else. I'm not someone who worries about much. I'm flat, lack energy, lack motivation. Joyful things are a lot less joyful these days. Things seem kind of pointless. I'm tired. My big social hobby I just feel like quitting. Being around a bunch of people on the weekend was just exhausting. I'm irritable. I've looked at a few different online resources the GP suggested while waiting for results. Mood gym, Mind Spot etc. Nothing there has really helped so far or gelled for me. GP has suggested the possibility of a psychologist, which I'm not opposed to, but i certainly don't feel like I'm holding onto trauma or anything like that. I suppose I'm just kind of thinking is anything really going to work for me? I've never been an energetic, go-getting, extroverted sort of person and honestly, that's not what i aspire to be either. I just want some joy out of the life routine I'm going to have to live for at least a few decades still.