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I finally began seeing a psychologist last year after years of anxiety, self-loathing and denial. She was the first person I opened up to about my mental health. I felt safe and comfortable with her and I began to feel better with the help of medicat... View more
I finally began seeing a psychologist last year after years of anxiety, self-loathing and denial. She was the first person I opened up to about my mental health. I felt safe and comfortable with her and I began to feel better with the help of medication and just generally trying to change my perspective on things that upset me. Unfortunately, she had to leave the clinic because of obligations to her hospital job. She highly recommended another counsellor to continue therapy. I thought I could do it, but I was apprehensive at the thought of having to open myself up to another person who might not be as understanding as her. It's been about a month since my last session and I feel myself slipping back to my old ways and it worries me. I know I should go back to my GP and get a new referral. It doesn't help that my mother wants me to stop therapy altogether and wants me to get off the medication, which I've resorted to taking in secret. I want to change. I just don't know how to deal with the change.