hey life, and god l hear ya. we separated 5yrs now, divorced 3, can't believe l made it through the first 2yrs. l tried the online thing too later about 3yr mark, made me puke, got away from it then later just accidentally met gf in the divorce forum l was in and we got together..
lt was all instant, just a crazy beautiful instant thing , l felt like ex wife did me a favor. but there was lots of complications and nearly 2yrs, no can work out sadly, everything feels hopeless now, like l had this incredible thing handed to me by the gods, a 2nd chance in life, but now it's lost. l dunno.
lt's good that you've allowed yourself this time life, so many out there aren't ready and it comes along but they're still too messed up.You've done the right thing for yourself don't worry and now when it comes a long hopefully everything is in it's right place for you eh.
the loneliness is a killer though isn't it , but l'm a weird mix, friends, l dunno, l like a little bit of casual contact but if they're around to much or start inviting too much, l feel like my world's messed with , no that l have much of a workd right now, you'd think l'd be grateful , but l dunno , just don't like too much of it.
But l do love the partner life , call me codependent haha, l don't care, it's just what l like . Still , as J was just saying in my thread , you just never know what's around the corner though life, hey. l dunno if l believe the thing where stuff happens for a reason , but yaknow , maybe if we're lucky one thing might lead to another for us eh.
all the best , hang in there , and to everyone else too.
