Thank you for your kind empathy. The car issue is the one that must be resolved first as without a vehicle, I can't even begin to look into the other problems... so they're piling up. It is not possible to buy another car around this remote area and there's no public transport to go look further. But I figure if the Universe is smart enough to throw me those curves, it has to be smart enough to see me around them. Eventually.
So good to see your brave work beginning to pay off. Good to see that medication is finally keeping psychosis at bay, revealing your true self without drastic side-effects. That's a lot of useless, heavy baggage unloaded off your mind, freedom.
An alter buying menswear ? How annoying ! Good but costly taste. I hope it can satisfy its urges in op shops or it could become an expensive tenant. I can see where the $ sign comes from...
I used to have a cranky one, a bitter and twisted, vengeful brute with a cut snake approach to life. That behaviour (probably a reaction to childhood abuse) was unacceptable to me so I guess the mind separated it so that I didn't feel responsible. I ended up dealing with it in the same way I have always worked with animals of the homicidal type. It took time and heaps of thoughtful strategies but it was eventually reintegrated when it learned to use anger in a more positive manner and so became more acceptable. A case of befriending the enemy to use it as an ally, I guess. It certainly taught me a lot about self patience.
As for the toothy painting...I do believe Life does talk to us, sometimes in odd ways. Perhaps it has something to do with the subconscious mind ? It is a fact, referred to as the Law of Synchronicity, when external events mirror our personal world. Fascinating stuff.
Happy trails.
