This is probably something many can get or relate to... I have been
seeing a psychologist for the past few months, she recommended I try
some medication to help me with my sleep and mood, and yesterday my GP
prescribed me an antidepressant. When medi...
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This is probably something many can get or relate to... I have been
seeing a psychologist for the past few months, she recommended I try
some medication to help me with my sleep and mood, and yesterday my GP
prescribed me an antidepressant. When medication was recommended to me I
was surprised, as I hadn't really expected that, and felt a bit
disappointed. As a teenager I had depression and was treated with
psychiatry and antidepressants. My parents, especially my dad, were not
happy about that and carried a lot of stigma about medication and about
seeking help. I even remember at one stage my dad told me that mental
health help would "go on my record", whatever that meant. A few similar
things have been said to me throughout my life, along the lines of "you
won't be accepted for X/Y/Z because you have had depression". This
always made me very afraid to acknowledge I was going through a rough
time because I thought I'd be rejected. I guess I carry that with me.
I'm ready to try anything but I can't shake the feeling of being a
failure, of letting people down, and of not being accepted because I
have a mental illness. My mother is against me taking any
antidepressants, as is a good friend of mine. It all actually makes me
feel more depressed. I am just wondering how you guys get through that
stigma. I know the stigma and stereotyping is a real problem which can
lead to tragic circumstances and I really want to be able to move from
that critical judgement of myself. I really want to get help and I don't
know if the medication will work until I try it, so I want to go for it.
I just want to fight for myself instead of always doing what others say
I should do.