Hi, I was diagnosed with ADHD and Bipolar 1 early to mid 2020. I have
been taking medication which has absolutely changed my life, but I feel
like I really need to just talk to someone about my issues. Anyone with
ADHD and/or Bipolar will understand ...
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Hi, I was diagnosed with ADHD and Bipolar 1 early to mid 2020. I have
been taking medication which has absolutely changed my life, but I feel
like I really need to just talk to someone about my issues. Anyone with
ADHD and/or Bipolar will understand what I mean when I say the need to
talk is like word vomit - you feel like if you don't let it out, you
will explode. I don't want to waste anyone's time by talking to someone
who is there to help people in a crisis, because I'm not depressed or
anything more severe then that, I'm just struggling with issues from
these conditions like self esteem, bad behaviours like negative thoughts
about self worth etc. I also have a binge eating disorder which just
makes everything feel so much more unmanageable for my already crowded
brain. So here I am rambling as I often do, but basically my situation
is: I need to talk to someone who is genuinely interested in my life
story, someone who will give me strategies to cope with the issues ADHD
and Bipolar have created for me from a very young age, someone who won't
just google the answers as I've already done all that in desperate
attempts to help myself. I still feel like I can't even find the words
to express what I feel like I need, and I have absolutely no idea where
to start. My GP sent me to a psychologist, which is why I'm looking for
maybe an alternative. Reason being, without even working out what my
issues were stemming from, she just focused on my eating problem. When I
tried to talk about WHY this was happening, I was told that there's not
enough time in the sessions, and I should just do these things and they
will help. Obviously that did not work. I already have to fork out
upwards of $400 on psychiatrists for my medication scripts, I'll
definitely struggle to afford another $200+ for another service which
may not be what I need. First things first is I want someone to tell me
what to do. Everywhere I look the answer is 'See your GP', all the GPs
I've seen seem to not take me seriously, and to be honest I don't really
want to go back to one, just out of embarrassment. Welcome to my
wandering, leaping, incoherent, frustrating 25 year old brain. I
apologise in advance for the novel. HELP.