Feelings of emptiness, heart broken, big black hole
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Why is it that we get told when we get near our trigger warnings to seek help, and when you do they don't want to know. I had a case worker that was rude and always talked down to you or cut you off, some people you just don't gel with and I hate peo... View more
Why is it that we get told when we get near our trigger warnings to seek help, and when you do they don't want to know. I had a case worker that was rude and always talked down to you or cut you off, some people you just don't gel with and I hate people that cut you off don't really listen to what your saying so it's like a brick wall. Good thing I thought getting a new case worker, they turn up I was told her name and that was it, the old worker take us to centrelink then informs me in the car she'so dropping me off and I lost it with her got out sat around corner as I have social anxiety and don't go anywhere on my own. So I forgot new worker name and didn't even get to know her. My old worker was suppose to help me see social workers why I got cut of my carers payment, but she didn't and I had to see anyone. I have had a lot of stuff going off last month and just getting worse, I contacted the mental health service and firmly told to ring case worker who doesn't want to even see me, I have asked for hospitalisation or respite cause haven't eaten or taken my meds for 6 days now as swollen glands. I'm not coping to much going on which I can't really say or even think about. I feel nothing In side of me anymore, I've tried to do the right thing but the people who are suppose to help you must think I'm just a trouble maker and sick of me, so I'm not contacting them anymore, I have no more fight left in me just lay in bed or motivation left , having no friends and kids not understanding I'm all alone, but I did try.