Want to know am not alone
I decided to make the leap tonight as well and honestly, I already feel a little more positive. I've come across posts from people having the same or similar issues and in some cases people who are on the opposite side of the same.
You are definitely not alone, though it feels like it.
By posting here you have definitely "toughened up", there is nothing stronger than recognising something is wrong and taking that plunge.
Hi. I've been in this feeling not so long ago. And If someone would have told me what I'm going to tell you when I was feeling it ... I might not have believed it ... But it does get easier. Your grieving your recent familiar life. And now the situation has jolted you into a new space and that can feel scary. Creates many fears and insecurities. It takes work everyday to feel what it is you now need for you and that is exhausting. But it changes it gets better. You reset. You start remembering you as an individual...who are you. What makes you happy. It will come along when you least expect