I made a big mistake with my boyfriend
Welcome to the forum, I’m so sorry that you are dealing with these constant feelings of paranoia and insecurity. Although you perhaps went about it the wrong way and your anger may have been disproportionate to the act, I can understand why you would have had an issue with it. I wouldn’t have loved to have gone to the bathroom only to come back and witness my boyfriends pants around his ankles, football tradition or otherwise. Do you know why this was such a big trigger for you? Have you had any reason to mistrust your partner in the past, or perhaps an ex-partner? I suppose I’m just trying to figure out where these feelings of insecurities have come from.
Thanks for your reply. I do have a lot of relationship insecurity but it's from a past relationship. MY current boyfriend has made forgivable mistakes such as the whole "pants down" thing which we resolved and he knows that sort of behavior doesn't impress me. He has rectified a lot of problems i have within the relationship but i continue to be an insecure wreck. This particular time i acted out of rage, alcohol in my system and
The fact i am also on antidepressants which I shouldn't have mixed with alcohol AND i was on my period at the time lol
I know that most people wouldn't have liked their partner doing that... and my feelings are valid. And he understands that too. I just worry constantly what the next silly thing is... What am i going to find next? What he does is usually harmless but very immature.
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