Heyaz
Sapphire just checked colour, if it's that kinda Deep Blue, pic wasn't that clear, beautiful aye, there's a few different colours too
Unknown: Yeah that scares most of us I think, understandable, are they saying it's got a good ummm god the brains not firing..... success rate? (love that, not giving up then finally getting it. Word I was after)
Control. Yeah fair enough. Before you know it just as how you'll soon be looking back on it, you'll be in recovery awake and on your way to a better life
Pain: pain relief should at very least take bulk away
Scars: Sweet I used to be an enrolled nurse EN 1 yr training then we see pretty much everything often so it's not anything new.
Or/and is it how you feel mentally about them.
Self harm? You don't have to answer anything, whatever you're comfy with
I know you're very stressed, keep in mind the end goal. Such a positive.
Do you do breathing techniques for stress, I'm in start of recovery from BP stess is high throughout and tense as at times so did a few deep in and hard outs with breathing and helped, might for you with luck.
Here if we don't see you before, and certainly here after
