I so lonely 😭 and I am tired of this

[Unicorndogge]

I don’t know how to start this but I am sick and tired of having no one to talk to and nothing to do. I sit at home and just do written jobs. No one even cares if I sit on my own all day.I have tried to talk to people that i went to school with but none of them have even showed any interest, I am so desperate. I cry myself to sleep most nights I can’t sleep because what’s the point. I am good at nothing which makes me un- useful. None of this youth groups can help me and my consular doesn’t know how to help either. I am so scared of what I have become, 20 and I have no friends or job even worse no one likes me. I just think what is the point of living when there is nothing to live for, this is cruel world. If anyone is reading this I am not forcing you to answer but if you do Thankyou very much.

[Unicorndogge]

hi sarah

i am sorry i didnt answer you earlier. i hope the volunteering went well. i feel very selfish and pathetic right now. i look bad wherever i am. its all me me me and i cant even get simple things so then i get desperate. i am just not worth anyones time. no wonder everyone hates me

[Gadzooks]

Hi Hayley & Others,

Apologies for disappearing for a few days, it has been a rough week. You certainly don't have to feel like you're the only one feeling down. I accidentally fell down the stairs on Thursday (I can be such a clutz). I'm okay, sprained ankle and all the associated thoughts. But I want you to know that throughout the few days I've been thinking of you and it reminds me of how valuable everyone is here. You are not alone Hayley! We are all here and we all understand do different degrees. I had a whole conversation with my psych today about how I don't feel like I fit in with others. I hope you are both able to reach out for support from different sources if needed and that the weekend is going okay. I went to gym this morning (could only do arms because of the ankle) and I went to the theatre last night. I'm back to work next week so everything feels a bit crazy. Hopefully can just work towards improving things little by little.

Also Tayla I am also far better with others than myself. I understand it can be difficult, but I'm glad we can exist in this space together.

Hugs to all

Gadzooks

[Guest_4643]

Hey Gadzooks.

Sorry to hear that you sprained your ankle, I hope you're alright. Thanks for thinking of all of us here and commenting, it means a lot to me and I'm sure the others here would agree.

And yeah I get what you mean. I try to support other people but can't support myself. How that makes sense and works to me I have no idea.

Hugs back to everyone xx

- Tayla xo

[Unicorndogge]

Happy Australia Day everyone

hope everyone is doing ok

hayley

[smallwolf]

Hi, hope you don't mind me jumping in here... I first want to thank you all for being part of the community here and supporting each other.

We may not be able to support ourselves but can help the other and recognise we are not alone in those thoughts. It's difficult to accept things we might have done well or when things don't quite work as expected. In these moments perhaps to see it as an opportunity to learn and to do things differently.

Tim

[Guest_4643]

hi everyone.

Happy Australia Day. please take care of yourselves and your mental and physical health but have fun if you celebrate or not. have a good day for it everyone!

Hayley: I'm ok, struggling a bit. How are you hun?

Tim: of course we don't mind. if anything I appreciate it and it's not my thread, I'm sure everyone else who commented here does too, especially Hayley, right Hayley? thank you for commenting and your kind words and support, to Hayley especially.

Stay safe and take care everyone. Big love and hugs as usual from me xx

Tayla xo

[Unicorndogge]

Hi tim

i can’t help anyone I don’t know how to. I don’t know if I deserve help everyone eventually forgets about me.

hayley

[Unicorndogge]

Hi tayla

i Am sorry for being selfish, I am always jealous of someone and I hate it. Your obviously more deserving then me. Sorry you not well

hayley

[Guest_4643]

hey Hayley.

you ARE helping me, you're helping me and I'm sure others here would agree that you're helping them. you DO deserve help. trust me, you deserve it just like everyone else does. and I hope I and others here can support you and help.

you're NOT being selfish at all. I get jealous too, it's a normal human thing so I've been told. I'm not more deserving than anyone, you're just as deserving as everyone here, but thank you. I'll be alright. I'm more worried about you and others than myself.

please be OK, and please take care of yourself mentally and physically. I'm worried about you, and you don't need to apologise about anything. don't be so harsh on yourself. I hope this helps you x

wish I could give you a hug in person. huge love and hugs,

Tayla xo

[Unicorndogge]

Hey tayla

thankyou for your time. I don’t seem to fit in anywhere. I think it was a mistake coming on here I knew that I would just cause trouble. I am the most selfish person all I think about is me I am sorry that I am not kind or anything like that. I know that I used to be once a nice person but all the people that have used me my sympathy is gone. I am just angry and sad all the time, it’s like I am not in there anymore. I would love to be me again but the way it’s going it’s just not possible. I want to have hope but I don’t know how to. Nothing is worth the effort when you will never be accepted for who you are

hayley