Feeling desperate to make this stop

[Lilly99]

Hi there, this is my first post which is really scary. Anyway I am not good feeling really depressed and anxious . I have tried everything psychiatrists, psychologists. Mental health nurses. Medication , I even spent 4 weeks in mental hospital to have tms which obviously didn’t work . Anyway feeling like life isn’t worth living . I feel like I have had enough of this battle called life . No matter what I try nothing works . I couldn’t be more of a joke and a waste of space really what’s the point I am never going it get better . Do people ever truly get better?

[Lilly99]

Dear funny saree,

You have put a smile on my face. You crack me up 😂.

🤪🐕🍷🤦🏻‍♀️🦔😁 The hedgehog is my favourite .

Sweet dreams and 🌈 for you as well .

Talk soon and hugs

your friend Lilly 🌸

[Jojo100]

Dear Lilly & Saree

Good to see your sense of humour shining through. That’s gold. Made me smile too 😊

Thanks Amigos xox Jojo 🌻🌼

[Saree_p]

Amigos,

I apologise - ah NOT!!

You both laughed, I win... 😂🤣🤣

back to the reality of seriousness, Lilly, if you wish, will stir you to answering questions prior to distribution of Saree... who me, no never (😁🤡🐱‍🐉)

I truly hope tonight will not be an issue, but here if you ever need to bounce ideas.

One of the weird amigos,

Saree

[Saree_p]

Wonderful Lilly,

Been thinking about you all day, wondering if you managed to get some sleep?

How was work today? How are you doing?

Wonder how Jojo's movie day went! Hopefully she has had a ball.

Wishing you 🌈dreams,

Saree

[Jojo100]

Dear Lilly/Amigo

I too have been wondering how things are going with you today and how are you sleeping now?

My movie day has been postponed until tomorrow, so stay tuned and will let you know what it’s like.

Hope work went well for you and wasn’t too stressful xox

With love & cuddles

your forever friend Jojo 🌻

[Jojo100]

Dear Lilly

How are you? Is work still keeping you busy. I like your sense of humour- another great quality to have.

I made it to the movies today and had a great time. Yesterday is funny, with great music of course, the lead character is very easy on the eyes, and there is a bit of romance too. I found myself smiling and tapping my feet at parts. I came out feeling really happy. You should check it out if you are able?

Wishing you well Amigo xox

Your forever friend Jojo 🌻

[Jojo100]

Dear Lilly

I am wondering how you are feeling now? Have the sleeping tablets helped? It would be really good to hear from you, but I understand if you need some time out. I’m not going anywhere and am always willing to listen.

With love & a great big bear hug xox

Your forever friend Jojo 🌻

[Lilly99]

Dear Jojo,

Sorry not good . In a dark place atm . Not sleeping . Lots of thoughts

keeping busy isn’t helping

Sorry for not posting

Your friend Lilly 🌺

[Jojo100]

Dear Lilly

It’s so good to hear from you and don’t apologise for not posting. Sorry you are not in a good place. Are you taking the sleeping tablets?

All I can suggest is music to drown out the thoughts. Preferably uplifting songs with meaningful lyrics. It can really improve your mood.

Close your eyes now and imagine I am sending you a big hug 🤗

With love xox

Your forever friend Jojo 🌻

[Lilly99]

Dear Jojo ,

Thankyou I have tried music . Nothing helps . I have had enough of feeling like this. It’s been bad for days . Can’t control it at all. Very overwhelming .

I won’t post again for a few days . Just fell so bad atm.

I am glad you loved the movie . And saree enjoy your date. Good luck for Wednesday .

Your friend lilly 🌺