I have no soul

[Nosoul]

I have no soul. My feelings towards people are getting less and less...

I dont like myself and i dont expect any one to like me either! Nor do i want them too

[CMF]

..fraudulent and fake things.organisations that would rather see people die than fix/cure things.

i hear you loud and clear. So much research is put into finding cures for dieseases but if cures were found, what would happen to pharmaceutical companies? They'd go broke. I know someone who has exactly the same thoughts as yourself and I can unde stand why you feel as you do.

the person I know does lots of research and then tries to help others with the knowledge he has gained. He tries to bring an awareness to others.

You do have a soul, a beautiful soul that does not want to see us all consumed by large corporations that are only out for themselves. As you are aware of this, you can help make a difference to people, share your awareness. I think the way you are feeling makes you feel you don't care about others but obviously you do or you wouldn't have said what I quoted at the start of my reply. Try not to let all the negativity in this world overtake you. Otis people like you who can see what is happening to civilisation that can help bring awareness.

Cmf

[Jayley]

Hello Nosoul its Jayley I have felt that way before too. I remember over hearing my happy go lucky uncle say to my mum "Im really worried about Jayley shes not doing what she used to love to do anymore". I thought he didnt worry about anyone or thing or ever noticed. It was suprizing to hear him say that about me that made me think. If he sees that then there is something wrong. I wasnt dancing anymore. He was 100 percent right. I had given my all to helping someone else through unconditional love and support, achieve thete dreams. Someone who didnt deserve my kindness and left me empty and souless. I realized when my doctor told me I had depression that I was never depressed in my life before meeting this person. I realized then that he was the cause of it. So I broke up with him and I started finding myself again, like "Runnaway bride". I began to do things on my own again such as watching a movie at the cinema, eating out alone. My brother said sis buy the food you like. I have vowed never to give my soul away its my eternal flame. I also did what my uncle said. He was so right it was my outlet my release. To dance. I hope Ive helped you. I live by it. Be true to yourself first. Never stop being who you are.