Scared again and dont know where im headed.

[Beaser]

Hi and best wishes to everyone..

Im starting to get very scared again and having panic like attacks.   I just feel so alone at times and this might sound strange but i feel like a kid who just wants to give his mum a hug.  But im 58 i lost my mum at 18 and Dad in 2000 and have  no real family support.   Im currently not working and dont feel i have the energy to start again.  I just do some volunteer work one day a week at a hospital.  Ive never really progressed in life i just seem to have filled in time .   I feel like i have had enough a times.     Best wishes  Brett

[Fiatlux]

Hi Brett,

Good to hear from you. Hope your medical issues are going well too.

Today is not great. Yesterday I came down with a terrible cough and flu like symptoms. I read that there are quite a few viruses going around and all are bad. My son was home sick last week and I managed to stay away from him until Saturday.

I woke up to a nice sunny day and as soon as I felt motivated to get out to some gardening, it started raining.

I am not used to getting sick. Prior to contracting COVID in 2021, I rarely had any issues. I certainly have never had flu before and now that I’ve had a virus I certainly know the difference. I never had anything like this flu virus before. 

My son still isn’t back at work today as he still has an awful dry cough. As I work from home, I managed to get through enough work today and I’m about ready for a nap.

Trying very hard not to pass this on to anyone. Have a great week. Fiatlux 🙏🏼

[Beaser]

Hi Fiatlux.

Hope you and your son are going ok after catching the virus.  Certainly plenty around at the moment.   

I had covid for the first time about a month ago.  I was lucky it was very mild and ive had a lot worse colds. 

I was doing my volunteer job yesterday at the hospital and things certainly seem a lot busier up there.

wishing you a Happy Day.         Brett

[Happylife]

Hi Fiatlux and Brett,

Hope you both are doing good. 

Take care and get well soon.

Warm Hugs...

[Beaser]

Hi to every one and best wishes,

Been i bit of a tough time the last few days.   I was hacked on my facebook account and found it very stressful and upsetting. I completely lost my page after answering what i thought was a legitimate message from  a friend.  

It was my way of keeping in contact with some family and friends. 

I guess im just fragile with things like this and feel violated .      Sorry but just needed to vent about my feelings  and hope this doesnt sound too silly,     Best wishes to all..      Brett  

[Justsad]

Hi Beaser,

so sorry for the late reply havent logged in for a while. Today is a struggle trying to keep it together. Very lonely existence.

Hope you are ok!

[Beaser]

Nice to hear from you Justsad.

Im sorry about what your going through and i can certainly relate to that feeling. I know with myself that the world events of yesterday have upset me .  I didnt have a very good weekend my footy team was terrible and yesterday was pretty lonely.  

I hope you have a safe and better day  today and i hope you feel ok at some stage to touch base and let me know.  Best wishes Brett.

[Beaser]

Hi i hope everyone is doing well.

I find myself struggling in recent days .    Im not sure if its just feeling sorry for myself. 

I am so tired from fighting and never getting through. The list of things this condition has cost me is taking its toll.  

I actually feel guilty for feeling this way. 

The future just scares me at the moment.

Best wishes to everyone.

Beaser.

[Happylife]

Hi Beaser,

Sorry to hear that you are going through some challenges recently.

Please try not to think too much about the future and just focus on the present.

Hang in there, I am sure things will get better. We are all here for you...

Take care

Happylife

[Beaser]

Hi Happy Life

Thank you for your kind reply.

I know you are right about not looking too far ahead . It is a great way to stir up my anxiety. 

We all can really only focus on the current days and do our best in the moment.

I had a good day yesterday at my volunteer role at a Hospital. It was very busy but rewarding.

Wishing you a Happy Day.

Beaser