I'm in year 9 and just started my first job at McDonald's. It is an intensely stressful job that I'm scared I'll screw up in or won't be smart enough or resilient enough to keep working there. But recently that got me wondering if I'll ever be able to cope with having a new job at all. I've always had very severe anxiety though recently it has been getting worse. No future careers or jobs appeal to me so I have no idea what I want to do after school. I'm so lost and scared and I recently lost all of my friends. I can't deal with any of it.
I found out they were all talking about me and problems they had with me behind my back. This was the last straw of MANY so I figured if they had so many issues with me I'd just step back
