hey blondguy, I should say that I am ALMOST completely useless with tech.....I started trying to use/navigate this site first thing in the morning and managed to actually do it some 3 and a half hours later, lol. As for the cordless phone thing, I would LOVE to get one that would work but for some unknown reason, the pathetically small town I had to move back to after a particularly devastating break up (AFTER he had spent my entire life saveings), has some weird inability to carry a mobile/wifi/anything that allows privacy, to the back of our tiny apartment which is a) where my room is, and b) only 4 meters from the lounge where the afore mentioned mother spends every wakeing AND sleeping moment of her life anyway. (insert frustrated sigh here) SOOOOOOOO lovely idea but already tried it (insert silent scream here!). anyway I tend to cope best, or at least most often, with humour so I'm not actually that bad to chat with, at least that is what my last shrink said before she was (I shit you not) diagnosed with cancer and had to quit....A person is likely to get a wee bit o a complex when she manages to give her shrink CANCER!!!... I know that's not actually the case but that should give you a slight insight into my fractured psyche. The point is I need some other people to chat with digitally without waiting for hours for any kind of reply, and I was hoping that someone here might be able to point me in the direction of a site that might be similar to this one that would have nice, caring people who are, at very least LESS likely to try to break my fragile self into itty, bitty, rocking-back-and -forth-in-the-corner-crying, pieces. I have no idea what to even google to find something like that, and I get so frustrated and upset trying to work this damn computer that I just wind up crying and have to walk away before I put my foot through the darn thing.
I have read a bunch of the suggestions from/for others but my tiny town has only a few shrinks, and as I said the only one I liked got cancer and left, and I have tried so many antidepressants over the many years I have suffered depression and the more recent crippling anxiety, and none have helped, in fact most had the OPPOSITE effect. I am at the end of my rope. Even an idea of what to search for/google would be great.
ANYONE PLEASE HELP
