Hi Brad
thank you for having the courage for sharing your story.
You have had a lot of losses all at once & it is totally understandable that you feel the way you do! Unfortunately grief feels really crappie & totally sucks. Give yourself permission to grieve in your own way & at your own pace!
Its good you come to this site, as it's so easy to feel overwhelmed, isolated & alone, especially when grieving. At least now you have all of us here to help support you. Many of us having experienced similar situations. But we are all here to help & support each other!
This is a place to vent,whenever you need & there will be someone who will listen and relate to you!
May I suggest maybe reading up on grief or asking a GP for info on grief- there may possible be something on this site. I'm not sure as I am new to this myself. I know from personal experience that understanding the grief process helped me deal with it better. Not going to lie-still hurt like hell but helped me go through the grief process & take pressure off myself.
Anyway I do hope you find this site, gives you some comfort & support you need.
Be kind to yourself & just take little steps, one day at a time, sometimes it may feel like one minute at a time but that's ok- it's important to go at your pace.
Today you took a big step & set the wheels in motion for change to take place - a place of better days!
All the best & hope to see you post some more soon.
kind Regards
TBELLA
