Hi, I was hoping to hear from some other people who may have experience,
particularly any ladies who may be in a similar situation. I have GAD
and day to day it's usually manageable, I just turned 30, I ride my bike
alot, eat well, try not to drink t...
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Hi, I was hoping to hear from some other people who may have experience,
particularly any ladies who may be in a similar situation. I have GAD
and day to day it's usually manageable, I just turned 30, I ride my bike
alot, eat well, try not to drink too much and get enough sleep. The past
year I noticed my anxiety gets significantly worse with PMS. I have a
really rough time where none of the usual things help and I feel really
miserable, critical of myself and so worried about even the smallest
things, to the point I stay in bed/on the couch for days. An example:
Last month I lost my keys during this time and it turned into a full-on
overwhelming nightmare where I am the biggest failure....then once this
time has passed I can usually look back a bit mystified as to what just
happened and how everything spiralled into such a big deal. After
chatting with my doctor and gyno and tracking my moods, I agreed to try
a low dose SSRI for 2 weeks every month during luteal phase, which is
something recommended by gynaecologists and some studies (I read up a
lot before agreeing to give them a shot). I'll admit I've been scared of
pills in the past and been hesitant to try them- I'm worried that I'll
feel numb, or it'll make it worse or a whole myriad of reasons... but
also I'd really like to get on with my life instead of flipping out over
a small event and feeling really terrible about myself for a week or
more every month. It didn't help that when I went to collect my
prescription the pharmacist started grilling me about why was I only
taking them for 14 days at a time, that he didn't think that would be
effective, had never heard of doing that etc. That was nearly enough to
make me forget the whole thing. It seems like when you look around
there's all these negative stories but I know many people have positive
experiences and it's not a one size fits all approach. And it's weird
because I'd never judge someone else for taking medication, but I feel
critical of myself for doing so. Perhaps someone in a similar situation
may have had a beneficial experience? How did you feel in your first
weeks? So far I feel a bit groggy and kind of removed, still kind of
wondering if I'm doing the right thing or If I am in a situation that
warrants needing medication. I know it's really early and I'm willing to
keep trying, it's just all new right now and I don't really have anyone
else to ask! Thanks