Hi everyone, This past 10 months I have been battling with depression.
My symptoms include suicidal thoughts (occasionally), feeling tired and
lethargic, social awkwardness/anxiety, inability to have or express any
of my own opinions, no motivation, ...
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Hi everyone, This past 10 months I have been battling with depression.
My symptoms include suicidal thoughts (occasionally), feeling tired and
lethargic, social awkwardness/anxiety, inability to have or express any
of my own opinions, no motivation, loss of interest in things that I
really wish I had the passion for, shutting off from friends and family
and a general lowered mood. Despite listing all these symptoms, I do
have my days where I thrive and feel as though I handle myself very well
in any given situation. One day I'll be laughing and joking around at
work, getting on the frontfoot to make plans with my friends and overall
having a lot more confidence in myself; the next I won't talk to anyone
at work for an entire shift and have to cancel attending the plans that
I previously just made with my friends as my mood and confidence just
takes a massive hit out of nowhere. There doesn't appear to be any
trigger that causes this and I just want to know what kind of treatment
options are recommended for my condition. I was previously on an
antidepressant for 6-7 months, which caused my low mood phases to be
exacerbated, with my symptoms being much more excruciating (feeling
suicidal for a full week). Whilst on this antidepressant I was suicidal
for a week, and the next week my mood was greatly elevated; with this
cycle repeating for the 6-7 months I was on it. Since coming off of this
medication my symptoms are still enough to interfere with my everyday
life but they aren't as terrible, but I am in a low mood around 80% of
the time. I also tried speaking to a psychologist but that was unhelpful
as when I was in a low phase, I would have nothing to talk about as I
really struggled with interacting, meaning nothing substantial ever came
away from it, and the psych concluded it was due to a chemical
imbalance. Currently I am on a naturopathic approach, taking magnesium,
SAMe, B vitamins etc. But I am doubtful this has done much to help me.
Any responses as to what treatment options I should consider would be
extremely helpful and appreciated as my only priority is to live a happy
and fulfilling life! Thank you