Hey guys, I'm in a pretty dark place right now (I won't go into detail
because I don't want to trigger anybody), and I think I need to be
hospitalised. I've never been hospitalised before though, and I really
don't know how any of this works. My reas...
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Hey guys, I'm in a pretty dark place right now (I won't go into detail
because I don't want to trigger anybody), and I think I need to be
hospitalised. I've never been hospitalised before though, and I really
don't know how any of this works. My reason for believing I'd benefit
from going to a hospital is that I just don't feel safe at the moment,
and I don't want to be at risk of anything. I'm just wondering if
anybody can tell me what it's like? I know they take away most things
you could try to bring in, but I'm really scared I'll get bored or freak
out if I don't have a distraction tool. I wouldn't bring my phone in
obviously, but are we allowed books or TV? I know it's bad but I just
have so much trouble being left with my own thoughts, and being in a
safe external environment doesn't really discredit how distressing my
thoughts can be. How would going to hospital affect my schoolwork? I'm
sitting an accelerated HSC assessment in October, for one thing, as well
as I've got all my other Y11 assessments coming up soon. I have a mentor
figure who took a mental health break in Y11 and says she's still
missing a lot of core content for her subjects, and that it negatively
affected her HSC. I really don't want to miss out on my dreams or
whatever just because I'm finding things overwhelming right now. I'm
also worried about the risks of COVID-19 in hospitals. I have a very
immuno-compromised family member who I fear would be unable to visit me
if I was in hospital, because the risk of contagion would be higher
there (as that's where sick people are). If I decide to go to hospital,
how much would I need to say? Will it cost my family money? Thank you so
much