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Hi there. I'm really struggling to accept my doctors advice. I have a history of being let down by medical professionals, I wouldn't know where to begin. Sometimes I feel like the only reason I'm there is to accept their sponsors medication or equipm... View more
Hi there. I'm really struggling to accept my doctors advice. I have a history of being let down by medical professionals, I wouldn't know where to begin. Sometimes I feel like the only reason I'm there is to accept their sponsors medication or equipment, hand over what little cash I have and then disappear. I had one rock-star specialist, speak to me like he was reading from a teleprompter. He wasn't responding to my questions in a thoughtful way, he dismissed them or brought us back to a road that led to his product of choice. What a waste of my money. It's driving me to despair and there are days I don't even feel like bothering to go see a doctor anymore. I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression in my 20's and after having some medication and a quite a few sessions later I was doing ok. I'm now 40 (late) something or other. The last few years though, have been filled with different specialists giving me non helpful advice about mindfulness. But it doesn't seem to sink in. I really think there is more to my situation than anxiety and depression. Sometimes i'm not even depressed or anxious, but something is there preventing me from living the way I want to. Zoning me out, getting me confused, zapping my enthusiasm and messing with my concentration. I have thoughts of creating something incredible and then I do nothing and before I know it, the day has disappeared. Now that is depressing. So I finally have a referral for another psychiatrist. I couldn't afford the random psychiatrist my doctor pulled out of his hat, so I had to call around and find one that I could afford. I can't wait. Over and out.