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So I've recently been diagnosed with dysthymia, to my surprise - wasn't even aware that what I was experiencing was depression. I started on one SSRI but it turned my head to mush (which was unhelpful when preparing for exams!) and my GP switched me ... View more
So I've recently been diagnosed with dysthymia, to my surprise - wasn't even aware that what I was experiencing was depression. I started on one SSRI but it turned my head to mush (which was unhelpful when preparing for exams!) and my GP switched me to a different SSRI. I'm in my third week of this one now so I'm expecting to start feeling something over the next few weeks. What I actually feel today is depressed. I'm down. I have no energy. I can't concentrate. I don't care about anything. I want to crawl into a hole and disappear for the rest of the day - but of course that's not an option - I have to keep on keeping on, trying to pretend everything is OK and putting on my robot smile. I know people respond differently to their meds, and the onset is not necessarily representative of the long term outcome, but have others experienced this too? I hate that having taken steps to deal with my condition that I now feel worse than before. It sucks. I need a virtual hug.