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Recently I have been through a difficult period. About one month ago I sort of collapsed psychology and could no longer cope with anything. At this time I was too scared to go to a GP for help as I have a fear of doctors and was also really scared to... View more
Recently I have been through a difficult period. About one month ago I sort of collapsed psychology and could no longer cope with anything. At this time I was too scared to go to a GP for help as I have a fear of doctors and was also really scared to leave the house. Due to meditation as well as the support of my partner I have been able to begin the process of working through the mess that I was in a month ago. I have an appointment with a GP tomorrow. Hopefully it will set me onto some kind of path to recovery. I'm also on Newstart and have just found out that Centrelink have penalised me for not attending appointments (I found this out whilst trying to make an appointment for a Centrelink social worker). Although I do need the money I'm not too upset about it as I actually expected no money and to be cut off completely. Anyway now that I actually have the strength to see a doctor I'm hoping they might be able to support a temporary expedition from Centrelink activities. My self esteem is non existent, I can barely speak to people and the issues that set off my "breakdown" are still there. As I have never seen this GP (as well as never really seeing doctors I am also in a new city) I'm not really sure whether they will believe me or support my request for an exemption. I also have Autism Spectrum Disorder so I find it really hard to explain myself to doctors.. Anyway I guess I'm really apprehensive and worried about the appointment. Any advice?