Dear Doctor Yes you. The one who didn't take the time to read my file,
yes I know it's big but it can tell you a lot about me. Dear doctor why
was I not worth the time for you to read the letter from my
psychiatrist, your colleague, who entrusted you...
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Dear Doctor Yes you. The one who didn't take the time to read my file,
yes I know it's big but it can tell you a lot about me. Dear doctor why
was I not worth the time for you to read the letter from my
psychiatrist, your colleague, who entrusted you with my care. You barely
had the chance to look at me, let alone assess my mental health and
conduct a risk assessment. When I tried to discuss my treatment plan and
concerns with you, you waived them off and moved on. You took a list of
my medications and questioned them making me feel guilty for needing
them, making me feel ashamed & questioned my honesty when giving you my
history. 5mins was all the time you had for me, not the hour my
psychiatrist gives to me every week. You didn't care to hear how my
depression is getting worse. You weren't interested in how I was coping
with my new medications. You didn't see me at all. Once again my mental
illness made me invisible. In those 5mins you made me feel worse then
when I walked in. I am always asked to guarantee my safety, to reach out
when things get tough and to trust those I seek help from. How am I
supposed to place my trust, my life in your hands when you aren't even
going through the paces. It's doctors like you that make me lose faith
in our health system. It's doctors like you, that when I am having the
darkest of days, I will not reach out for help. Dear doctor please step
back, take a look at the patient in front of you, make the time to
really hear them and make them feel worthwhile. Dear Doctor if you could
only take a walk in my shoes for a day maybe you would see me
differently. Maybe you would see me as a person not just a diagnosis. I
am a person too.