Tired of fighting this battle.

[Beaser]

I hope im ok to post as ive posted so often on other  forums  but im feeling very desperate lately. 

Im just so tired of fighting. I left a job i was in for many years last year. I have since had some part time work that didnt work out.  Im lonely and going broke.  I was desperate and called triple o last week only to be left to my own devices again. I may be going into a facility called parc a non acute inpatient service but that thought scares me. I dont know how much more i can endure. I hope every one is well and thank you for reading      Brett

[Beaser]

Hi and thanks for reading. 

I didnt have the best weekend .       If im honest im just so lonely at the moment .  I live alone and i find myself just wanting to get to my local hotel just  to be around people.  I know that maybe doesnt sound good but what am i supposed to do as i crave for human contact . I know that its maybe not the healthiest way to spend my time and can contribute to my anxiety and depression .     

Just feel so lonely at the moment and reaching out.  

My best wishes to everyone.

Beaser 

[Eagle Ray]

Hello Beaser,

Sorry, I missed this message from a couple of weeks ago. I do know what you mean about going somewhere to be around people. I have gone to a cafe to do that. I’m wondering if there are any groups around an interest you would like to join?

How are you feeling now anyway? I do understand about the loneliness and I have really been feeling it lately. Though I’m doing a bit better this week as I’m visiting the city and getting to catch up with a few people which makes such a difference to me. I’ve realised I’m very lonely in my town and planning to try to move back to the city where there are more people for me to connect with.

It isn’t the easiest time of year for loneliness either. I started a thread in the BB social section for those who are alone at Christmas which you are welcome to join if you would like.

Sending you a big hug,

ER

[Beaser]

Hi ER

Thank you for your kind reply always good to hear from you.

I hope you are going ok and im sorry that you have been lonely yourself lately. 

I have been ok mostly since my past probably up and down i guess. 

I agree about the groups being a good thing.  Im a volunteer and long time member at my local football club its a great thing in the season but yeh it is a bit of a downer when it finishes. 

I have some friends who i see regularly on the weekends so that helps.  

I hope your having a good weekend.     I will try and find your page in the social zone.    

My best wishes       Beaser