people here are very warm, accepting and welcoming - far more so than many of my own friends and family - thank you so much, it has helped more than you will realise and has helped lead me to...
and finally, my self-attitude is warm and forgiving which is a huge change from the self hatred I have been pushing onto myself so much recently.
Expectant- I have an appointment with a new psychologist some distance away. I have also checked out the location of a park I have not been to before and will have a wander and a seat there for a while after the appointment.
