Hurt and confused and not sure what is going on
Hello Sunny Dayz
Extreme fatigue and lack of sleep may be the cause. When I'm not sleeping enough i don't eat much but i keep doing everything - nothing slides. If my partner asks me if I'm ok i will just say 'fine'. Because I'm doing what i have been doing every other day and it's become my kind of normal.
But my mood swings like a pendulum and i have said the cruellest heartless things. I didn't mean them but lack of sleep can lead to other mood disorders like depression. I don't get depressed in the sense of feeling unhappy. I end up numb and incapable of feeling anything besides irritable and hollow. I almost forget who i am. I will go through with the motions of affection if i absolutely have to but i tend to duck when partner is coming at me for a kiss or cuddle. And yet i love him
I'm sorry i can't offer advice