Introduction - Hello Everyone

[Guest_498]

Hi all,

I'm new to this forum. I'd like to introduce myself. I'm 40 years of age, female. My interests include music (any genre), reading a great novel, watching comedy, Restuaranting, and learning new things. I suffer from depression and anxiety. Depression feels very lonely for me. I'd like to reach out for some support. Thank you.

[ecomama]

Awww that's sweet he told you he loves you!

Does that make Christmas Day your anniversary? Lol.... that's my Anniversary with BF.

Yeah NYE, well we're in a shut down here more or less. Not a lock down like you all went through, not yet anyhow.

My kids need me to drop them off and pick them up from work a few times.
One car and it's not even ours!
It's p.son's car and he wants to take it with him he told me today.

We may just be car-less very soon. Alexa has my car bec hers died and she has the little kids.

From Jan 1st NSW residents over 18yo have $100 worth of vouchers to spend on hospitality but only if those venues are participating. That's pretty cool though. Won't kick a gift horse anywhere etc etc lol.

So much for my Qld and Southern friends visiting over Summer hols. Won't be happening now.
They can't afford time off work to quarantine and / or are afraid of catching the vid.

Oh well gives me more time to RIP UP CARPET! After contact from demon mil on Christmas Eve I wanna RIP LOTS lol!

Take care beautiful friend.

May things improve for you, me and all of us very soon!
Love EM

[Guest_4643]

Hi all, just saying hello. Haven't been on here for a while.

[Guest_498]

Hey beautiful Ems (a wave to tayla),
Naww Christmas day is your anniversary? Thats sweet.
Flattie told me he loves me xmas eve. I'm still processing it lol. Im not going to look too much into it, he just missed me, I think. I care and love him too (not in love, no). I care deeply about him. We exist like husband & wife.
My mum came round to drop off food and shes paid for my rego as well. My mum used to pay for everything then used it against me. My flatmate answered the door and told her i wasnt home. He did that on his own, sweet man.
Hope all enjoying their break.
Blubes xx

[Guest_4643]

Hello Blubes and others

[Guest_498]

Happy new year's eve everyone!! May the new year bring you gr8 happiness, health etc.
Love Blubes

[Guest_4643]

You too Blubes

[monkey_magic]

Happy new years to you too Blubes and everyone!

It's sounds as though you're going to have a variety of things happening in the new year.

I hope the Ubering has picked up.

Bring on 2021!!

[ecomama]

Hey Blubes

Wow your mum did that?

Yeah I know how they try to use things against you.... but in this case it's great she paid for your rego.

So things are going well with flattie?

Happy New Year Blubes and everyone reading!

Love EM

[Guest_498]

Hey Monkey, Ems, Tayla & et al. Yeah, Ems she paid the rego. She dropped off some chocolates, food shes cooked (miss her home cooked meals), and drinks, etc. Flatmate said she wasnt aggressive or rude or anything. He handled the situation with a lot of grace, calmness and protected me from seeing her. I told him a lil about my family situation when he's asked a few times.
Next day I rang her to ask what she wanted. She said that she will ring the CAT to "ascertain what they did to me"... I got angry and yelled at her. Told her to stop lying and go to police to report the fraud, drugging, etc. I was explicit in saying that if she doesn't fix this mess, I want nothing to do with her. Shes still denying she was the main driver. Watevs.
Flatmate & I are doing well, sweetheart. Hes still as adorable as the first day I laid eyes on him. We're becoming closer every day. Hes such a gentleman with me. He won't do anything to me unless I ask him to - I think we're so close to having sex tbh. I want to. Itll happen. You know whats really cute about him? He gets really shy with me at times still after all this time. He would say and act all awkward and I just giggle. I do my best to make him feel at ease and that hes the ONLY man Ive got eyes for. He kept asking how many men im talking/ seeing. I said noone. I asked him the same question. Him: how many do you think? Im always home at night.
Me: what about yoir girlfriend? Him: I told you (B (her name)) is just a friend. I told you that from day 1. Shes a friend, thats it. She wants more but Im not interested in that way...I told you that. Him: what about your boyfriend? Me: I dont have one. I told YOU this twice now.
Hes gone to see his family for few hours - will be back here for nt count down with me. I cant believe itll be a new year in a few hours.
Love you all dearly.
Blubes xx

[Guest_498]

Hey naughty Monkey,
The new year will defs bring in a variety of things for me... Law degree being THE major one!! My flatmate is not going anywhere. He likes it here in the home and feels comfy living with me.
I've got ppl I'm hoping will like me enough as a person to remain friends with me. And, my ex, exs 25 y.o son has come back into my life. He msged me 2 weeks ago and caught up with him twice for a bit of a chat. Hes full on with me though. I had to grab his hands at times coz they were trying to touch me everywhere. Don't worry, I know how to handle him... Always have.
When I met him for the second time, he put the hard word on me then (3 years ago). Me: you do know Im f your dad right? Him: he doesnt have to know about it. Me: (pinched his cheek) thats very naughty of you. I thought it was cute. He was a lil cutie (young version of his dad .. Except cuter) lol.
Hope everyone is having a blast with family and friends tonight.
Xx