(Trigger warning) PTSD after being stabbed

[Guest_08B8CB20]

I feel after i was stabbed nearly 1year ago in the chest heart arterie severed , punctured left lung ,fractured rib rushed to icu injuries were life threatening,i am struggling to deal with life i live in constant fear especially around people i public i have no family support but do have friends but i feel a burden to them all, the flashbacks are out off control especially when sleeping,i dont no what to do i dont have the desire to do much in life anymore i seam to have lost interest in working hobbies even going for a surf i have 4weeks left at were im staying now and the time has come for me to ask for help as i put on a brave face but deep down im feel broken, what do you suggest would be something that could help me with dealing with this nighmare i deal with everynight i go to sleep

[Guest_08B8CB20]

Hi Mark kazzland crew

Yeh your write but im thinking there are no words i can use that are not going to leed her down a path off pain, after carefull consideration maybe its best for her health to be ashamed of me rather than everyone in her family she will see it all for what it is when she passes anyway and if im write she will she i had to make the most unselfish dessission in my life and that is how strong my faith is anyway i dont want to think about it anymore it has been doing my head in.

Im having big dramas with my ankle i pretty sure its broken i will be going to my doctor on monday get checked out

This without any doubt is the most challenging my life has become committed to $500 fortnight no car the ankle omi stabbing councilor centerlink but im somehow feeling not to bad but every now and then the reality kicks in i just really do believe things have to start improving it the only way to think in the situation i find myself in

Thanks everyone

Jason

[MarkJT]

Jase, yes this most be the most challenging part of your life but just think about how far you have come in the past few months. You will get through this period with the knowledge that you have gained and coping mechanisms that you have put in place.

You have the connection with your Opi, do you think you will have the same with your Omi when she passes (which hopefully not be for a long time). I like how you have so much respect for your faith.

Mark.

[Guest_08B8CB20]

Hi Mark and crew

Hope you all had a great Australia day

Yes i no i will have same connection with my Omi one day its inevitable we will all be together one day its makes me emotional thinking about it gona have to stop talking about it it tears me up got to go now

Bye talk soon

Jason

[Kazzl]

Morning Jason - just saying hi mate, letting you know I'm thinking of you and hoping today is a good one for you.

Glad you're going back to the doc about that ankle.

Cheers my friend

Kaz

xx

[Croix]

Hi Jason~

First off the ankle - a nuisance and you are maybe going to have a splint and a stick, I think you said in the past you are a pretty quick healer - hope so.

It's a pretty noble thing, leaving your Omi to think badly of you to save her grief. I guess the idea does not sit that well with me because it does you an injustice, and life has thrown enough of those at you already.

Is there anyway you could get her to 'leave the door open' just a little, perhaps writing and telling her these is more to it than she knows, and that she'll get the full story in the fullness of time?

I know you've thought deeply about it. Either way you have my respect.

Croix

[Guest_08B8CB20]

Good morning to you Croix,Kazzl,Mark and crew

First off thanks for all the suggestions, i have though long and hard about what i should do, and Croix it does not sit well with me either, but im trying to get my no good evil cousin to explain to my Omi him self that he is evil no good lied about meto her and my Omi actually the whole family is no good and we have all tried our hardest to turn you off your first grandson jason.

I have the ball rolling and people can not turn a blind eye to me findings im going to destroy them financial everyone in my family other than my Omi then maybe i will be able to find out where she is and save her and look after her.

Im only making people aware off what they have been turning a blind eye to$$ ,or the are genuine, in not knowing but im,doing it in a way that they obliged to act.and wil lfind themselves on the wrong side of the law if they dont..

Told you i been thinking off ways to see my omi pluss i get great pleasure in telling that evil family what they need to do or im pulling another card i think they think im bluffing , they will soon realise im not then there going to have to do a recount how many cards did he say he has pulled so farand then he keeps going on about the trump card

There getting it and i will find my Omi cause i make them aware she is inocent and been brainwashed

Regards Jason. the natural person

[Guest_08B8CB20]

Good night everyone

Got my foot getting looked at tomorrow

car crash seams to have knocked the stabbing dreams out off my head, but my thoughts are now all related around my Omi, have i used the right tactics?.i ask myself i dont no. im now regreting the fact that he might tell her now and thats going yo sress her out big time .what to do i dont no.

talk soon

Jason

[Croix]

Jason

She may be stronger than you know.

Good night

Croix

[Guest_08B8CB20]

Hi Croix

She is over 90Years old. all i can do is now believe she is strong .its like Opa tells me that thats one off the things my Opa is trying to guide me on undersranding!?

GOODNIGHT

Jason

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Hi Jacezz,

I'm just popping in to say hello.

We haven't formally meet yet but I it would be my honour to get to know you better.

Peace

Matt