Oh dear, Monkey, that would have me feeling angry indeed, given what the neurosurgeon told you about your condition.Indeed, I am astounded nobody had sat you down & explained what having this cyst might mean for you much earlier than when you spoke to the neurosurgeon.
Even so, I suppose the best thing now is to practice any & every relaxation exercise you know, while waiting until next week. What does that mean for you? Lots of music? Walks outdoors, & lunches in a park, if the weather is kind enough? Furry friends to hang around with - I really recommend that. It's so amazing, when I noticed, how simply being with those puppies my helper had, made me feel so calm i& happy nside. Or as a distraction, you might bingewatch some tv series? Sure, express your annoyance in some way, but then give yourself some extra tld (tender loveing care). Do your best to eat well, sleep well, all the good stuff, eh?
Did you have someone with you when you went int to the hospital, to support you as much as they were allowed? I had my helper with me, but she couldn't come into the room where I was scanned. But she was right outside, ready to go where we needed to go next. I felt very reassured by having her present.
Warmest virtual hugs,
mmMekitty
