Should I just suck this up?

[monkey_magic]

OK, this isn't easy for me to write bcas I respect police also but this is my situation.

I aparantly unlawfully entered a friends property, that's right a friends property. He wasn't home and I wasn't believed. Anyhow I was put in a mental institution. I preferred the hospital choice over the police station choice thinking I'll be in there for a couple weeks.

3 months later I came out overmedicated feeling like shite...misdiagnosed with a mental illness as a " safety net" seriously!!!!

3 months of my life where I couldn't work, and live my normal life. Inclosed in a small space, going crazy.

Should I just " suck this up". ?

[monkey_magic]

It's great to have good ppl who give you good service.
But,
Now I'm fuming because my car won't start!
So angry this expletive sold it to me! I would never do that to someone.
Plus,
Could only manage a short walk bcas my feet were killing and still feel like I can't breathe. Before being injected with drugs I could run no problem!! After I was injected and my feet swelled up and the pain started and I told them about it, they still continued to inject me under the order. Barbaric!

I hope bad things happen to these people.

[monkey_magic]

And I'm really angry about hearing real stories off ppl suiciding bcas they've been through what I have in the past with mental health.

I almost did too.

I'm a psychiatric survivor like many others but that was almost not the case.

I talk to a woman whose life was also ruined by mental health and drugging. She has brain damage amoungst other things. She's now on disability support.

Makes me mad.

[Guest_1055]

Oh MM, you have every right to be mad and angry. Deception and injustice are completely ugly and wrong. And indeed people are hurt. This behaviour in people can make me angry as well.

I am so sorry MM, almost feel like crying for you.

[monkey_magic]

Shell,

Perhaps I should have written on your Vent and let it go thread.

Because I'm going to let it go for the rest of this sunny day.

I'm not going to ruin my whole day over the past.

My feet ....gggrrr....

How's your mouth lovely, I hope it's more manageable...

These things can make or break us...

I'm going to allow it to " make me" ...

Think I have to C a neurologist....

I was fighting fit and healthy before being drugged...now I have to see lots of specialists...

I wouldn't want U to cry for me...

I do however want you to live as freely and happily as possible, despite these obstacles/ hurdles

[Ggrand]

Dear Magic...

Deep breaths dear lady..

Yes unfortunately a lot of swindlers out their in selling second hand cars....and it’s totally not fair for the innocent and trusting buyers..I am deeply sorry honey...

I’m a little sad about you wishing bad on them...although I really do understand how angry and let down you are feeling...I believe in the law of attraction..so please lovely lady..”what you wish on others will come back to you”..

Have you contacted “Department of Fair Trading”..In NSW every car sold by dealerships or privately has to come with a road worthy certificate...Not sure about other states but it might be beneficial to you Dear Magic to talk to them about your rights....

Sorry about the still effects of those forced drugs..irs so not fair beautiful lady...I love the fact that you’re really caring for your body with juicing and eating healthy..

You are a beautiful strong young warrior Magic...Please use that strength and beauty within you to fight for your rights..

My kindest and most caring thoughts, dear Magic..

Yes you are so right...Enjoy this beautiful day..because we won’t get it back again.,,and why spoil it...it’s a day all for you lovely lady..no one else but for your precious soul..

Grandy..

[monkey_magic]

Hey Grand & all,

I say things like that when everything gets on top of me and past memories come back into my mind.

I was feeling resentful because of what's been inflicted on me even though I forewarned them about it and I spoke up to these narcissistic ppl over and over and over.

If the law of attraction is real then bad things will happen to them.

....I was lying on the couch ( unable to drive my new car) and I had a vision. I was in a court of law and the psychiatrist who has seen me the longest was being held to account!

They shouldn't get away with harming ppl. They should all be held to account by every person they have harmed...maybe then they won't be so dramatic, deceitful, wrong, and overpowering. And, in cahoots with each other against the patient. Which has happened to me and others.

Looks like I'll be taking the 4wd to another auto electrician and be spending money I don't really have 😟

My weight loss is on track and I'm healthier.

Mum is also on track.

✨

[Ggrand]

Hello Lovely Magic,

I am sorry that I said about being sad in my previous post..I am so sorry if I hurt you.,,I do understand your anger about what he did to you...and you have every right to feel about him how you want to...,

I hope that dream of yours come true Magic..,You went through things that no one should ever go through...I think you would make a great spokeswomen for those going through similar to what you did...,and not being heard...

I am really very sorry about your 4WD costing you more and more money to fix....It’s not fair and it’s so wrong to be sold a car like you have been.....

Live and hugs Magic..

Grandy..

[monkey_magic]

Hi Grandy, all,

To reassure you I wasn't hurt by your opinion/ feelings. We all have different ones. It's great to share how we feel and think naturally and honestly and I'm glad that you did.

I was thinking however that if I wished bad on them it wouldn't happen bcas I'm just not that powerful. While I was in the thick of it no amount of praying to God or personal power got me out of the situation either...so my beliefs changed. I learnt that I was just a little person in the world who can't always get things done. That injustice do happen to good ppl...

Was watching a current affair about a family wrongly accused and sent to jail without any evidence. It happens.

Thanks for saying I'd be a good spokeswoman. I hope I can make a difference to the underdog. I hope things change. I really do. I hope by speaking up it stops others from going through the same.

In the past I made a small difference by speaking up...but it doesn't work all the time.

You were just trying to keep me good and honest Grand which is a good thing!

[monkey_magic]

Oh,

On the vent and let it go thread I was talking about ppl that have done major hurtful things to me throughout my life. I was thinking about problem ppl that have been in and left my life.

Things have just been fresh in my mind.

[ecomama]

Hey monkey

Hugs.

You know that when some thing bad happens to us, it can bring up all the other bad things others have done to us.

Then we feel overwhelmed.

Yes this person was a rat selling you a dodgy car. It happened to one of my sons last year and we just had it towed and disposed of.
Once bitten twice shy.

Next time we're having an Independent Inspection done on a car BEFORE we buy it.

Seriously I don't trust any one 100% and I mean no one.
I make no bones about it.
I WANT to be this way.

I've been taken for far too many rides in my life!
Eye wide open now.
NEVER AGAIN.

Sure! It's not how "it's supposed to be" but the world is how it is and we all must learn how to protect ourselves from bad ppl.

I really hope you can get your car working again and it stays a great and working car for you!

Take this bull by the horns and do what you must.

Love EM