Dear Friend,
I've missed talking with you my beautiful friend ❤ I've been lost. Anchorless. Words failing me. Retreating into a cocoon of nothing-much-at-all except some pretty raw self reflection. Eventually some tears, and slowly i may be emerging again. We'll see.
How are you feeling?
Last time you wrote you mentioned your feelings of restlessness and discontent. Honour those feelings darl, they are your friends. They are helping to guide you to what is next on the journey. Welcome them and offer them a beverage on the deck to watch the sunset 😊 there is no rush for action.
Acknowledgement opens the way forward.
I do know that you are impatient, but give this some time and patience if you possibly can.
I understand what you are saying about settling, and not feeling inclined to date. I've felt the same at times ... and that is perfectly ok.
It's also ok to go on dates with no expectations of a second date ... to be in the moment and enjoy the company of another person is a worthwhile end in itself, if that is what feels ok for you at the time.
As for settling long-term, I'm sure a lot of people do ... and sometimes it's all we're capable of, and that, again, is ok. But not-settling, and following your firey passion is the stuff of electricity, the stuff of exhilarating awesomeness and if you are in the right mindset and emotional-space, that is truly wonderful. There is so much on the horizon for you my friend. There is.
It sounds like you would at least like a change of scenery right now ... would a holiday someplace be feasible, to get you out of the everyday for a bit?
Love you,
🌻birdy xoxo
P.S. if the bbffs (Deebs and Grandy) are reading, I hope you are both being really gentle with yourselves ... take it easy and know that you are both loved.
