Sad musings

[Peppermintbach]

Hi everyone,

I'm not sure what to say other than I'm just on edge, cranky and sad at the same time. I'm aware of helplines, doctors, mental health plans, mindfulness, CBT, smiling mind app, distractions, doing things we love, etc, etc. I feel as though I've hit a wall...

I know that I want to make some sort of change or changes but I'm unsure of the nature of this change. A general feeling of unease. When you're deeply unhappy but you're not even 100% sure why.

Seriously, this all probably seems kind of vague and I'm not sure what I'm hoping to achieve here, and I know that no one has the answer except for me (whatever that is...throws hands up in frustration).

All I can say is I think life is difficult and often painful. It's the daily, in-between moments that I find the hardest. Sometimes I wonder if brief moments of reprieve is as good as it gets.

Pepper

[startingnew]

That should be *as you bloody auto correct today

[Just Sara]

HEY!!!

I'm old and need care too. Aged care is a note worthy job ya know! Ha ha...but it's soooooooo different when it happens to you! (Giggle till I piddle)

love you;

Nan Sez xoxo

(Hey Pepsi Cola! Ooooh, aren't our comments intriguing? Better flip back a page eh)

[demonblaster]

Ahhh darlin Peps, hercules here popping in to give you a lift and smile with heaps of love you dear person.

You've been having quite a rough trot lately haven't you. Bloody awesome hugs girl, damned but I'm good. Feel em, there's an energy transfers from a good hug, so you can have an extra one too cause I'm good like that 😄

Know as so many here do I also care deeply for you and don't want to see you struggling.

Really do appreciate and care about you hun xx

[startingnew]

Sez if i could come take care of you i would! Id love to get a whole group of us bb members and get a getaway house. I dont mind caring just not too many accidents thanks! I was told being a carer isnt a job.

Haha sorry your facials as you describe that just makes me smile.

love you loads too xoxox

Hey my sis ❤❤❤ hope your doing ok. I dont know if you'll see many butterflies ive told them im taking over and am going to just sit on your shoulder and watch over ❤❤❤

[Peppermintbach]

Hi Quirky, Moon, m, Butterfly Wings, Cesca, Sez, DB and anyone else reading,

Thank you so very much for the beautiful words of support. Very grateful.

I have read every single post and sometimes go back and read them multiples times (especially if I’m having a rough day). They make me smile and make me feel cared about...

I know that I keep saying this but i really do appreciate it as I realise you are all struggling and hurting in your own way. Thank you for reaching out and making time for me.

I will get back to each of you with individual responses early next week.

Big virtual hug for those of you who are huggers...

Talk again soon,

Pepper xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

[startingnew]

no Rush Peps, just know we care for you here

xoxox lots of (whatever name you want to call me today lol) hugs xoxo

[Moonstruck]

Dear Peppermint.....thank you for the hugs. Hugs are SO important to me and there is hardly anyone at all out here who I can hug, or ask for a hug, or give a hug to, without making them feel uncomfortable. Maybe one person, and I see that person not very often.

"I need a hug...please just hug me". People would either stare in horror, laugh at me, think I was crazy, but no one would just give a hug, no questions asked. Why is this? the virtual hugs I get on here are very important to me.

If you are still feeling sad today, I do also. I have been steeped in sadness since early yesterday, it won't go away. How do I make it go away? How do you make yours go away?

[Peppermintbach]

❤️🦋🌸

xoxoxoxoxo

[demonblaster]

Whenever Peps, no pressure for replies, you do it's nice ...mwah
You're lovely too, you support others same when you've got s... happening, back at cha girl

Moonstruck, here ya about hugs aye, bloody love em. Energy aye, touch.

Hey all hey Starts xx

[Peppermintbach]

Hi lovely people (Butterfly Wings, Sez, Moon, Quirky, DB, Cesca, m and everyone else),

Thank you once again for the gorgeous words of support. I really do appreciate it a lot.

I have been struggling to find the words- keep drawing a blank- when it comes to talking about myself hence my slow responses. But I still wanted to express my gratitude. I am moved...thank you ❤️

When I find the words, I want to thank each of you individually. It’s something that I like and want to do.

Till then, a grateful heart here.

Gentle hugs for the huggers here.

Sending love,

Pepper xoxoxoxoxoxoxo