Story time-
One of my ex boyfriends was a masseuse, so was another I was seeing but that's another story.
It is painful!!! When they do it properly it hurts like hell, just like getting over a lover nudge nudge...he passed away. Was crossing the rd on his bike and rode too far in..was swiped and run over by a truck...I've had loss in my life- lots of it and I understand when u feel connected even though she's not there. I used to feel my ex's presence...I still felt him even after he died. I thought about him all the time. That mental shift took a long time to happen. It was and still is a special thing. I believe in the paranormal. I believe in spiritual visits. I also think u can carry an ex's energy...
I've let go of him and his energy but I still think he visits sometimes. Unless I'm out of my mind. Just felt something in the room the other night...a sense a ghost was there.
If u felt like it u could read all about the transference of energy. When ur sexually involved u can let their energy in. Other energies can intertwine with your own...I remember reading all about it.
Music has been a great/ wonderful healer for me. U let it into your soul and splurge other stuff out.
...omg I need a break....
...and u think u say crazy things..cray cray
Thinking I should delete but I'll keep it all there...
Ok, about the snags- yep had tomato sauce on them...
In life you're never given more than what u can handle 🙂
Getting deep again. His death gave me insight & an awareness I've never fully experienced b4. I grieved and felt it all fully and let him go. After the depths of darkness/ depression I was left with a huge gift...it's personal...but I felt where he went after death- like we were together. It was the greatest gift he could have given me...Or..I'm just a strange one...
I think I get u.
Maybe I need to shut up and dance haha...
