Just want to Shout out

[Guest_1055]

I am just so tired, and I don't think I can try anymore. All I want to do is curl up tight and cry and cry. I am sick of this, and I even feel cross, as I said that. I can't do this, I just can't. And I don't think I want to anymore. I am not asking for any advice really and I am aware of the phone numbers and such., etc. But I just want to shout and shout out loud and say that I am plain sick of this. I am tired of struggling to get to where ever it is that I am going. I don't think I am making any sense either. So since I am unable to shout out in real life at the moment. I hope it is okay with whoever who reads this that I am virtually going to shout out now. I also feel like punching out, because it is just too much. It's too much.

I HATE THIS, JUST HATE IT. I AM TIRED OF FAILING AND FAILING. I JUST WANT TO GO.

[velvetfaerie]

****hides****

😬😬😬😬😬😬

[Guest_1055]

Why are you hiding Velv? Are you okay there?

Me xx

[velvetfaerie]

The fish is flipping cranky ....😱😱😱😱

[Guest_1055]

Ooh I see......

The fish properly needs just to swim in some nice calm waters is all.

Ahhh peaceful

[Guest_128]

Peaceful day to all.

Dory👙

[Doolhof]

Hi Dory,

Just found your message from the 11th. My brain has been a little fuzzy lately. Went to see the Dr yesterday it seems like my combination of pills and potions for my mental health issues, back pain and fibromyalgia are not playing along nicely. One has to go, the fibromyalgia and sleep assistance pills.

Feeling rather tired, dizzy and weak, my blood pressure was 163 over 100 and something. No wonder I was feeling a little crook.

Regarding horrible stuff you have done to others, for me, that was writing a forgiveness letter to myself. Hindsight is a great thing Dory, maybe if you had the time all over again, you would not have done those things, or done them differently.

Can fish swim backwards? I know I can't go back in time. For me it is trying to be the best I can be today and try to make peace with the past. Other wise it just comes up and bites me on the butt all the time.

Cheers from Dools

[Doolhof]

Hi Dory and All,

Just read down further and saw you bold comments Dory. Okay let's all shout out positive stuff, maybe foods you like or somewhere you would love to be right now.

I want to be eating tropical fruits on a beautiful beach, shaded by a coconut tree, laying in a hammock.

When do I want it? I want it now!

Any one else?

Cheers from Dools

[velvetfaerie]

I’m keen dools!!!

ill book tickets..... where to?

The Maldives ??

[quirkywords]

Shell, I just found this thread and have starte to read it. I just wanted to pop by and say hello.

Mrs Dools,

I would like to be eating juicy mangoes over looking a peaceful coast , reading a book .

So similar to you.

Quirky

[Guest_1055]

Good Morning Dory,

Sometimes it is a good thing to get rid of anger, frustrations by writing them out like you did yesterday. Far better then lashing out at people ( like I have done in the past) And far better then pushing in deep inside, because it may explode out one day like a volcano ( yep done this too) .

Also about forgiveness....... Like Mrs D said , it helps to forgive yourself. Also for me it helps my heart to go to the person I have hurt, lashed out to, said the wrong thing or whatever and ask them to forgive me.

I have said before to them: " Please will you forgive me for speaking to you unkindly , and I am sorry if I hurt you"

🐡🐳🐟🐠🐬

Shell xx