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Just want to Shout out
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I am just so tired, and I don't think I can try anymore. All I want to do is curl up tight and cry and cry. I am sick of this, and I even feel cross, as I said that. I can't do this, I just can't. And I don't think I want to anymore. I am not asking for any advice really and I am aware of the phone numbers and such., etc. But I just want to shout and shout out loud and say that I am plain sick of this. I am tired of struggling to get to where ever it is that I am going. I don't think I am making any sense either. So since I am unable to shout out in real life at the moment. I hope it is okay with whoever who reads this that I am virtually going to shout out now. I also feel like punching out, because it is just too much. It's too much.
I HATE THIS, JUST HATE IT. I AM TIRED OF FAILING AND FAILING. I JUST WANT TO GO.
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Hi Everyone,
Tonight I am going to write a joint post to everyone! Mainly because I don't want to miss anyone out, and I have a headache that won't go away so concentrating is a bit tricky. I can't do two things at once any more! Ha. Ha.
Shell, you mentioned how you feel ignored at times by someone you are close to. Funny thing is I have noticed when I don't give my husband too much attention (maybe I am busy doing my own thing) he comes and looks for me when usually he doesn't if I chase him up.
Mention was made of a boxing bag and attending the boxing. As a volunteer in the country fire service we have all kinds of equipment on the trucks. One night I was really jacked off, so I grabbed a hefty tool off the truck and set about pounding an old car we had for vehicle rescue practise. That certainly let go of a few frustrations I had!
Velve I know that feeling of pent up emotions, feelings, anger, frustrations or what ever else it is. Hope the appointment goes well for you.
It can be frustrating at times trying to secure appointments. It took me nearly 4 months to get an appointment in our region with a psychologist. They are very busy people. I don't know that I would like their job. Same with podiatrists! Yuck. I don't know that I would like to play around with other people's feet.
I also find belly buttons to be disgusting. I don't know why, I just do.
Anyway, just thought I would add something else to this conversation. Ha. Ha.
Cheers all from Mrs. D.
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Hi Mr Croix, yes I guess one does learn much in marriage To be honest I thought a good marriage just sort of happens, but now realise it does take a lot of work sometimes .
And yeah I did gobble up the whole packet of chocolate biscuits. They were tee vee snacks in an orange box. So anyway I cannot offer you one. However I am eating a mandarin at the moment. You are very welcome to have one.
Shell xx
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Did you dent the old rescue car a lot Mrs D? Would have been pretty noisy.
I am sorry you have a headache. Do you drink coconut water at all? That often helps me when I get headaches. Hope you feel better real soon.
Shell xx
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MMMMM BICCIES!!!
***jealous***
Boxing - I went in more for the social than the exercise. Went well. I'm exhausted. I had a panic attack this afternoon which didn't help.
Sorry can't get past those BICCIES... teevee snacks are the best!!!
good relationships take work... any sort be it platonic or romantic... then again I don't people well at times... 🙂
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Thank you Shell~
I'll try not to dribble virtual juice down my front.
I suppose when I think of the long happy marriages (mainly grandparents) I know, I was seeing the calm loving tip of the iceberg, and the learning was not apparent to my eyes. Then too it would mainly have happened long before I was born.
TV snacks sound a pretty good sort of therapy
Croix
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Ah Velv, you are struggling.. I do hope you can get out all that strong emotion that you are feeling in the boxing. I am sorry about your poor feet as well.
Have you tried just writing out all your emotions on paper as well.? I don't know maybe that would help...
Maybe you are enjoying your warm cozy fire now?
I do hope tomorrow is a better one for you.
Shell xx
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I am sorry that you had a panic attack Velv. They are not nice at all. And I believe you must have been typing about the same time as me.
and oh yeah... those chocolate biscuits are so so yummy.
I don't do people well either.
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Dear Velvetfaerie~
I'm sorry about the panic attack, they are a bl**ted exhausting nuisance, but look on the bright side, with your boxing experience if you ever did latch on to a box of biccies nobody would dare to pinch them off you:)
Croix
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Oh look Mr Croix, we are twins, we practically wrote the same two sentences to Velv.
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No fire tonight as couldn't be bothered sorting it. Got a doona and pjs at the moment which are very cosy.
Lol at boxing away biccie thieves... hehhehe....
I'm very tired now. Hope to sleep well then face a tafe exam tomorrow morning... 😕
I'm really annoyed my house is devoid of yummy choccie things. This will be solved tomorrow:)
Last few weeks I've been a bit bad with the bad food and YET I'm still losing weight. Strange 😕
