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I am just so tired, and I don't think I can try anymore. All I want to do is curl up tight and cry and cry. I am sick of this, and I even feel cross, as I said that. I can't do this, I just can't. And I don't think I want to anymore. I am not asking for any advice really and I am aware of the phone numbers and such., etc. But I just want to shout and shout out loud and say that I am plain sick of this. I am tired of struggling to get to where ever it is that I am going. I don't think I am making any sense either. So since I am unable to shout out in real life at the moment. I hope it is okay with whoever who reads this that I am virtually going to shout out now. I also feel like punching out, because it is just too much. It's too much.
I HATE THIS, JUST HATE IT. I AM TIRED OF FAILING AND FAILING. I JUST WANT TO GO.
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Greeting you with a hug Chae, and I have put the kettle on for some tea. I have just placed my fine bone china on the table. It has tiny blue flowers on it. What sort of tea would you like? I am having chamomile.
And yeah I am not completely sure why some people's brains become muddled . Is yours like that at the moment? Mine is somewhat clearer after I did some excercise.But I don't believe I could sit and read a logical or factual book and have my brain comprehend much. Nothing that involves any deep factual stuff. Hey it could be a personality trait, then again I don't know???
Anyway did you end up going shopping for some clothes? And I too like talking and attempting to understand how men and women relate. Have you heard of the 5 love languages? I would be interested to hear your thoughts if you have. When you are able and if you want to share. But don't feel pressured hey.
hugs to you
shell xx
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I suppose it is a bit deep Mr Walrus Croix. Mmmm I do think my dad would be the same as you then. More of a practical fix it person. He would definitely just get up on the roof and fix the leak. (Ah Thankyou my dad) And properly would see it as his responsibility.... this is when I was growing up. Maybe the roles of husband and wife have changed. I don't know...it is getting a bit deep for me too now. Need to go to bed.
Anyway thanks Mr Walrus
Shell
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Thanks Shelley,
Bone china !!?? Oh wow!! Is it as pretty as it sounds? 🙂
Chamomile too please? 🙂
My mind is a mess.... Everything in my life is taking its toll... I am sinking and fed up.... Such a busy mind and body.... I am not sure how much longer I can keep my head above water.....
I failed at clothes shopping - too tired.
I will research the 5 love languages.... because I hear none in my life at the moment.....
C.
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Dear Shell~
Thank you for that lovely story of the kind man carrying you. I can see why you remember it. Any kindness in this world is to be treasured.
Croix
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Dear Shell~
As usual you have been popping in giving others support, but saying little about yourself.
Are you traveling ok?
Croix
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Shell,
Just thought that I would swing by and say hi. I always think of you as one of the most down to earth and warm BB members. You do heart speak- my favourite kind of word speak- beautifully. Hope you're doing okay.
Dottie xxx
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Hello Chae, Mr Croix and Dottie,
Here is a fresh cup of chamomile tea for you Chae. Is your mind feeling a little less in a mess. I was told that some women's brains are a bit like spaghetti.... that is everything is sort of connecting to everything else. I know you went on a road trip over the weekend, so maybe it helped a bit??
Hello Mr Croix, thank you for asking after me. I appreciate it. I am travelling quite well. Hope you are alright there?
Thanks heaps for swinging by dear Dottie. My brain is a loss for some intelligent conversation because at the moment my brain is seeing things in pictures and mini stories. Your words "swinging" brings up a image of a lush green forest..... Now Dottie I just now deleted a whole lot of words, because I couldn't stand the thought of you thinking I saw you as a monkey. I mean no offense to you, so I do hope it is okay. But my brain sometimes gets scrambled up, like I simply cannot have a conversation that involves much logic. Or I will be day dreaming about whatever, talking to myself in my head or imagining mini stories that I see in pictures in my mind. That is what happened with the word "swinging" that you used. I can use up hours and hours in a day being like this. Which is not always a good thing when you are in the middle of vacuuming a floor, and you get distracted by some thought, then ditch the vacuum, thus the carpet waits.....I am not sure where this is heading?? Anyway thanks heaps and I hope you are having a good day.
Shell xx
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The road trip was exactly what I needed....
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Ah that is super Chae!
shell xx
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Dear Shell~
I can picture you so clearly as the important shopkeeper carefully handing out the change. Your contributions to
Forums / Staying well / Store Your Happy Memories Here:
are great. I think you might have quite enjoyed writing that one 🙂
Thank you
Croix