Just want to Shout out

[Guest_1055]

I am just so tired, and I don't think I can try anymore. All I want to do is curl up tight and cry and cry. I am sick of this, and I even feel cross, as I said that. I can't do this, I just can't. And I don't think I want to anymore. I am not asking for any advice really and I am aware of the phone numbers and such., etc. But I just want to shout and shout out loud and say that I am plain sick of this. I am tired of struggling to get to where ever it is that I am going. I don't think I am making any sense either. So since I am unable to shout out in real life at the moment. I hope it is okay with whoever who reads this that I am virtually going to shout out now. I also feel like punching out, because it is just too much. It's too much.

I HATE THIS, JUST HATE IT. I AM TIRED OF FAILING AND FAILING. I JUST WANT TO GO.

[Guest_322]

Hi Shell,

I'm admittedly a little behind on this thread but after reading some of the more recent posts, I'm getting the impression you've been having a hard time lately.

I can't offer much other than a virtual hug. I know you're a bit of a hugger so here's a big, squeeze-y bear hug from me to you 🐻

Dottie xxx

[Wilma1]

Shelley, yes I'm in my new place, sorting things now. Just popping in to see how you are going. Seems things aren't too good!! Thinking of you, definitely thinking of you. You are a gentle soul with so very much to offer. Don't let it rob you, the depression I mean. Wishful

[MarkJT]

Shell, there is absolutely zero need to personally reply to my posts to you.

I am here to hopefully help guide you and support you through your journey.

Just by you coming and posting that you are in a good place was so totally awesome, that is a reward in itself.

You just worry about you and do not ever stress that you have not as yet posted back to one of mine.

Mark.

[Guest_1055]

Thanks heaps for what you said Mark. Appreciate it. I hope you are having a good day today hey!

Shell

[Guest_1055]

Hello Hopeful (wishful),

Yeah I know you have moved into your new flat, I have been reading your thread. It seems like you are struggling a bit also, so a big thank you for coming here and checking up on me. That is so very kind of you. Yes it's true I was feeling quite down. I won't let it rob me though. I am feeling much more peaceful and hopeful that all will be well.

And I just hope with all my heart that you will feel and know peace and rest inside you. And that one day you will truly feel so safe.

And since there was a lot of hugging happening between the kind folk on your thread. Will you accept mine too? ( and your thread, feels like a beautiful home, where if someone from Beyond Blue pops in, well they are greeted by you kindly and helped to feel comfortable there.) You are very good at that!

Hugs

Shell xx

[Guest_1055]

Hi Dottie,

Aw thank you so much for the big squeezy bear hug Dottie. That's cute the way you worded that. And true you are right, I am definitely a hugger. 😊

And yeah I was going through a hard time, but I am much better today. And that is kind of you to pop on in here. I hope you are okay?

I am not sure if you like hugs yourself?? Anyway here is one back to you.

Shell xx

[Guest_1055]

Thanks for your reply Tony. Aw my mistake about the caravan then....

Yes I googled the vintage looking sports car you mentioned. Sorry I cannot remember the full name of what you said. But it was a falcon hey? It looks pretty cool with lots of character. I also googled a trike, because I was curious about it and I didn't know what that was either. What I came across looked a bit like a large motorbike with three wheels. But still I don't know if I am looking at the correct thing.

Hope you are having a good day today! And that sounds adventurous travelling from the Victorian Hills to Queensland every winter. Love it!

Shell

[Guest_1055]

Hi dear Narelle,

How nice that you popped in on here. You mentioned that you didn't know this thread was here, well.....it sort of gets brought out again when I sort of feel like I need it. So it was hiding I guess. Haha yeah no "whoopsie" needed Narelle.

You name sounds so familiar because a have a close relative with the same name.

I haven't visited your thread for a long time, I believe the last I read was about you going to some concert of some kind.

Anyway I hope you are feeling better these days, you and your kitty cat Buddy.

Shell xx

[Guest_1055]

Hello Taurus,

Yeah I am not at all used to being praised for anything. And it is a challenge to know what to say back. So I will just say it is kind of you to say those words to me. I have read them a few times now......

I was reading your thread, and you sounded a bit discouraged...Don't be too hard on yourself hey, if you don't mind me saying so.

Hugs and thanks heaps for checking on me again. I really appreciate it.

Shell xx

[Guest_1055]

Hi Mr Croix,

Hope you are okay there? Yes it is quite a treasured memory that I have stored in my mind. Thanks for saying it is wonderful.

And yeah.....just keep pedaling, just keep pedaling. Well that is something similar to what Dory says in a movie called Finding Nemo. She is a beautiful looking and forgetful cute fish. She says or rather sort of signs :

Just keep swimming.....just keep swimming!

Shell