Dearest Sapphire,
You are not a failure, it’s okay to sit on your bed and cry your heart out. It’s okay to feel anxious because you are going through a lot. It’s okay to feel defeated at times. Its not okay, to not talk to someone, to not get help, to not have hope, and to give up completely. You can and will get well, I believe you can, because just as you and others here as well, I am going through hell atm but I also believe I can get well again, Sapphire you deserve it... No, don't listen to beasty now....listen to what I just said...You Deserve Peace and Happiness..You really do sweetheart.
Everyone moves differently and maybe a lot of people are going to reach their breaking point, the point in which they get too caught up and they fall down..or get to a certain point in which life decides to send them over the edge, but this is Sapphire that's not you...You are stronger then that..
Sapphire at the moment you feel like a failure, we learn from failure we get stronger as we go along so as long as you learn from you mistakes and continue to progress anything is possible, we just have to go for it. Do the thing you feel is impossible, The opposite of what beasty is feeding us, and I bet you/and I can do it, and eventually we will defeat him.
Sapphire changing the date on you deadline is not good, no....because by doing that, that's what you've made your goal to be...Please, please, throw it out, You have to change your goal on your deadline to something to look forward to something that will give you joy, pleasure to look forward to to.. Please try hard to believe my words,
Never close the door to hope.
Hope helps us to push through some of the our most painful times in our lives and gives us the strength to get to our finish line when we don't think anything will. Grab hold of your hope and never ever let it go..
Please, be kind to yourself, go easy,
Kind thoughts,
Grandy.
