I so lonely 😭 and I am tired of this

[Unicorndogge]

I don’t know how to start this but I am sick and tired of having no one to talk to and nothing to do. I sit at home and just do written jobs. No one even cares if I sit on my own all day.I have tried to talk to people that i went to school with but none of them have even showed any interest, I am so desperate. I cry myself to sleep most nights I can’t sleep because what’s the point. I am good at nothing which makes me un- useful. None of this youth groups can help me and my consular doesn’t know how to help either. I am so scared of what I have become, 20 and I have no friends or job even worse no one likes me. I just think what is the point of living when there is nothing to live for, this is cruel world. If anyone is reading this I am not forcing you to answer but if you do Thankyou very much.

[Unicorndogge]

Hi Sarah

The picture I did wasn’t hard at all, anyone can do it. Alcohol ink and a straw you can get something very similar. If I was to do another picture I would draw, I am better at doing semi real things rather then abstract. I need to go on a walk, I seem to be losing weight even though I have been eating. My cuddly lector hasn’t left me alone all morning. Your not pressuring me I am just scared it’s going to fail like every other time I try.

hayley

[Guest_4643]

Hi.

Sorry I haven't been replying, I still care and want to try and support all of you and others. I just have a lot on my mind and whatnot right now. Sorry again.

Tayla

[Aaronsis]

Hi Hayley

A walk sounds like a wonderful idea, you could even collect some things on your walk to use as some inspiration for some drawings or art. Even though you have explained how to do the painting I still think it is an art and that you are very skilled and it has come out beautifully.

Lector is very sweet in keeping your company today, maybe he knows you are not feeling so great and is just keeping you calm and company. Animals are really good at sensing things like that.

I am sorry to hear that you are losing weight, even though you are eating. Is it something you are concerned about or just an observation at this stage? Here to chat if you want to xx

Enjoy your walk sweet girl

Sarah xxxx

[Unicorndogge]

Hey tayla

are you ok? It’s fine,Come and go whenever you please. I am can try to help you too but I am not very good.

hugs

hayley

[Unicorndogge]

Hey Sarah

My walk wasn’t very long, I got tried really easily and it was kinda boring. Lector is a very sensitive dog so you are probably right about that.well I already lost weight before but now I am losing more,It might be the stress, maybe what I am eating. Also I am not feeling as hungry as I used to. I am already skinny and if I lose one more kilo i am going to be a bit under.
Thank you for encouraging me to do more artworks, it really helps me get motivated

hayley

[Aaronsis]

Hey Tayla

As Hayley said, we are all here for each other, sometimes we need a break from the forum and that is totally fine. We need to listen to our insides and if we need a break from these pages then that is fine too. We know you still care very much and we care about you too.

Hope that you are ok and if there is anything you want to share please feel you can talk to us, we care very much.

Hugs Sarah xxxx

[Guest_4643]

Hi Hayley.

I'll be OK, thank you. Sorry that I haven't been on here and replying to anyone. Nothing personal with anyone just me dealing with things.

I'm still here to support everybody, and try my best to do that. I care about everyone in these forums. You do help me and you are good.

Love,

Tayla x

[Guest_4643]

Thanks Sarah.

I just feel like I'm not that supportive on here & like I keep doing things wrong which isn't intentional.

I apologise.

Tayla x

[Aaronsis]

Hi Tayla

You are doing absolutely nothing at all wrong, you are supporting and you are caring and you are reaching out to people, what is so wrong about that...you are needed here and your support to Hayley is so wonderful and you talk from your heart.

I know you are hurting and you are in pain too and it is so brave to reach out to others when you are having a hard time just making it through each day and that is why you are so needed here, you are strength and you are support and I hope that even a little bit of what you give out is coming back to you and you do feel supported as we do care so very much about you Tayla.

Huge hugs to you and I am here with you, with you too Hayley in this time when it does feel so dark.

Love to you both

Sarah xxxx

[Guest_4643]

Thanks for that Sarah, it all means a lot to me. Just like your words Hayley.

I just keep getting emails saying stuff has been edited or been unable to post, I don't want to get banned or whatever. I do try to be mindful of the rules, people's emotions, triggers, etc.

So I apologise, that was one reason why I tried to take a bit of a break here, plus dealing with stuff myself.

I hope you're both alright. I'll try to come on here more, I apologise. Always here for you & Hayley & everyone.

Love and hugs to you both,

Tayla x