Got an offer today that I’m going to spend a long time sitting on, a massive one, but a huge opportunity to expand my surfboard shaping, but a huge financial, emotional and time risk if it doesn’t work out. In other news we are all well, w is 7 months and fast becoming a mobile member of the household, which is great because now I can teach him household chores, starting with mowing the lawn this weekend. He loves his avocado like his mum and dad but looks terrified by broccoli, which is fair. Thinks Dad in sunglasses is the funniest thing in the entire world but mum with glasses is not entertaining by any stretch and quite scary. Still walking on the beach but opposite effect than it used to have, it used to be our way of winding down and he’d be out like a light, but we’ve had to make our walks earlier in the evening/late afternoon so he goes to sleep at bedtime. We’re getting better at bedtime too, haven’t had a wake up x 12 for a little while.
My own mental health is the best it is has been for a little while, learning to manage that crippling anxiety that ruled my life for so long and still does sometimes. Cautious of the fact that decisions like the one faced with today could impact my health, and maybe I should just be content with the good that is happening now?
