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I always do things ass about

velvetfaerie
Community Member

My first introduction thread after being here FOREVER..... because I always do things backwards...

Velvz. Bipolar.... type? Not sure. I walked out of the psychiatrists office the day he tried putting me on more meds. That was a decade ago.

Anxiety issues. OCD issues. Occasional SH concerns. Checkered history of substance abuse.

I manage for the most part by exercising, good healthy food and good sleep practices. Substances these days are 3 drinks maximum and I'm rat assed.

I work full time. Study part time. Bought my own house years ago. On my own. Ok the bank helped lol!!! Most days for me are 10-14 hours depending. That's work and study and house things and exercise.

At the moment I'm struggling because I believe I've burnt myself out and pushed myself into hypomania. I'm all over the shop. Been here before but no psychosis stuff. Woo.

Oh man I don't know what else to say. No kids. Love kids. But conscious decision not to have my own. Love men. But sadly I'm intolerant to relationships after a while. Moody ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜

Animals and music are my passions.

Yeh so..... **** awkward silence***

velvz.

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CMF
Blue Voices Member
Blue Voices Member
]velvetfaerie said:

Man thing - at times acts like he's better than everyone else and it makes me so angry.

Both my exes are like this, yes very annoying. It's the arrogance.

hope you are feeling better today Velvz.

velvetfaerie
Community Member

Argh huh CMF?

Im ok. Lol.

he removed his head from his butt.

I feel SO MUCH BETTER.

Head was reinserted tonight after he drank a lot.

I am spent. I slog my guts out to do my best with everything and Iโ€™m still kicked.

I donโ€™t know how long I can stay on this rat wheel.

hey Velvet my friend,

you can stay on this 'rat wheel' as u put it as long as it takes . OK ! because you are one very amazing lady and if he likes his head in his butt so be it .Leave it and him there.

I am so sorry things have turned ass about for you and wish there was more I could do for you. You always have my support and if you need to vent , happy to listen

Take care my friend

Stressless

CMF
Blue Voices Member
Blue Voices Member

Hey Velvz,

sorry your stuck again. Not much I can do to help but letting you know I'm here and I support you. That rat wheel sucks, maybe we need to stop oiling the cogs so it can't spin and we can jump off?

cmf x

velvetfaerie
Community Member

You guys are awesome. Iโ€™m chilling in the circle. Iโ€™m ok.

lol SL... well With your head located in ones butt you canโ€™t see the world around you. Yes it can stay there.

lol Iโ€™ve woken to 2 apology texts from him. ***ignore***

he can drift atm Iโ€™m going to enjoy my Sunday !!!!!

I have coffee and Iโ€™m wagging the gym. Iโ€™m way too exhausted.

Ah Velv.... I really like that about you, how you say it like it is.

May you really enjoy your Sunday.

Shell ๐Ÿ™‚

Hey shell!!!!

yep Iโ€™m pretty blunt at times.

gonna come find you on your thread.

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