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[velvetfaerie]

My first introduction thread after being here FOREVER..... because I always do things backwards...

Velvz. Bipolar.... type? Not sure. I walked out of the psychiatrists office the day he tried putting me on more meds. That was a decade ago.

Anxiety issues. OCD issues. Occasional SH concerns. Checkered history of substance abuse.

I manage for the most part by exercising, good healthy food and good sleep practices. Substances these days are 3 drinks maximum and I'm rat assed.

I work full time. Study part time. Bought my own house years ago. On my own. Ok the bank helped lol!!! Most days for me are 10-14 hours depending. That's work and study and house things and exercise.

At the moment I'm struggling because I believe I've burnt myself out and pushed myself into hypomania. I'm all over the shop. Been here before but no psychosis stuff. Woo.

Oh man I don't know what else to say. No kids. Love kids. But conscious decision not to have my own. Love men. But sadly I'm intolerant to relationships after a while. Moody 😁😁

Animals and music are my passions.

Yeh so..... **** awkward silence***

velvz.

[CMF]

Hey Velvz,

Hope you can get on top of the dreaded pls. Look into vitex chaste berry.

Enjoy your shoe shopping!

[velvetfaerie]

I have two herbal concoctions on way from America which have chaste berry.

Im seriously at wits end over it. I want my tubes tied but apparently I'm not allowed to make decisions regarding my own body. 😡😡😡😡😡😡

[Guest_128]

Fall pregnant!

😂😂😂😂😂😘😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

ok,have you tried all types of contraception?

hello my friend

[velvetfaerie]

BHAAHAHHAAH NOT FUNNY DORY!!

Xxxxxooooxxxxxxooooooo

yep except an IUD which he suggested. Given I've not had babies it might be an issue, however, I know young non mum girls who have got the IUD. I see him again in a month. He seems willing to work with me on this.

I got shoes. 3 pairs of smashing new gym shoes. I have a shoe issue they need contraception.... they keep breeding 😬😬😬😬😬

[Guest_128]

😂😂😂😂😂😂

Thats My no one reason I don't go shopping. What colour did you get?

As for the monthly problem, I said to all professionals years ago, how can my meds stay stable when my hormones are not. It used to play havoc with me but one day they just stoped,I don't think I ovulate any more, I miss that, but check out your cycle you might find you you have a high/manic then.

Dory.xo

[velvetfaerie]

I'm using your words verbatim Dory!!!!! 💋

You are so right. So so right.

i got hot yellow, hot pink and black 😂

[Guest_128]

Hello,

I don't know,just sending a smooshy hug.

Hope you haven't been behiveing.

Here have a 🍌

[velvetfaerie]

Awwweee

and

Bhaahhahahhaahha.... no the 🍌 Has returned to work.... fifo....

BHAAHAAAHHAAHAHAHAH

[velvetfaerie]

I always feel in everything in my life I'm just treading water and I'm so tired I just want to sink and drown. I've had enough. I really have. With everything. Responsibilities etc. I want to give up. Too tired. So tired of battling things alone.

[Guest_128]

Hey chook what's happened?