Feeling desperate to make this stop

[Lilly99]

Hi there, this is my first post which is really scary. Anyway I am not good feeling really depressed and anxious . I have tried everything psychiatrists, psychologists. Mental health nurses. Medication , I even spent 4 weeks in mental hospital to have tms which obviously didn’t work . Anyway feeling like life isn’t worth living . I feel like I have had enough of this battle called life . No matter what I try nothing works . I couldn’t be more of a joke and a waste of space really what’s the point I am never going it get better . Do people ever truly get better?

[Saree_p]

I'm so sorry wonderful Lilly.

Thoughts are with you.

Please try and get back to the GP.

Lots of love and hugs,
Saree

[Lilly99]

Dear saree.

Can’t get to the g.p

Sorry for everything . Good luck on Wednesday .

Lilly🌸

[Saree_p]

Beautiful Lilly,
Its okay.
Is there something you can think to do that may help?
Xx

[Lilly99]

Dear saree,

Its o.k there isn’t anything . It’s consuming me. Taking over my soul . That’s why I haven’t been posting . Sorry

Lilly 🌸

[Saree_p]

Courageous Lilly,
Have you ever tried drawing? Just whatever comes to you.

[Jojo100]

Dear Lilly

Please take good care of yourself and hang in there. I am sorry you are feeling so overwhelmed atm.

Have you tried doing word puzzles such as word searches or crosswords? Or suduko number puzzles? Or jigsaw puzzles? Or games on your phone?

Hope this helps you distract yourself a little bit xox

With love & hugs

Your forever friend Jojo 🌻

[Lilly99]

Dear Jojo and saree.

I will give your idea’s a go . But agitation/anxiety are bad .

This is going to be my life forever. I can’t see it’s ever going to change .

your friend Lilly 🌺🌸

[Jojo100]

Dear Lilly

I don’t believe this is going to be your life forever. Tho from where you are standing now you probably can’t imagine ever changing. However, with help that can turn around. It will be a gradual process and won’t happen overnight. So please hold on and let people help you.

You are in my thoughts and prayers xox

With love 🤗

Your forever friend Jojo 🌻

ps Saree’s idea of drawing is a good one even if it is only doodles.

[Lilly99]

Dear Jojo ,

How long do I hold on? Week, month , year ?

Cant keep holding on Jojo

I have had enough

lilly 🌺

[Jojo100]

Dear Lilly

Please hold on until your next GP appointment, and then until you see the trauma psychologist.

Could you take a sick day and see your GP sooner? See if you need to increase the dose of the sleeping tablet? If you are not sleeping properly that can make you feel really dreadful.

How is your appetite? Because if you are not eating that can also make you feel quite down.

Fight on Lilly you are worth it xox

With love 🤗

Your forever friend Jojo 🌻