How are things today Lost Girl?
Re depression - I believe you mentioned showering, or lack of, on another thread - I hadn't showered for days, I kept count with a kind of curious fascination at "what did it matter anyway". is that significant in some way, not bothering to shower?
doesn't sound all that brilliant does it? I won't say the number of days - broke the drought before and washed my hair too. No choice, as #son due back from Fraser Is tomorrow where he's been camping with father and brother who heads back to wife and kids.
Don't want to spoil his couple of days with me - he's off to the US end of the month - so will try not to show how low I've been, and let sadness overshadow our being together for this brief time. Won't be hard- I will act my way through it - no effort, just comes naturally.
Hopefully I will crawl out of this fog I seem to have sunk into and actually be pleasant company for you all here again one day. Really appreciate everyone's comments, offers of support and advice- it's quite wonderful of people with their own problems and sadnesses to take the time........thank you.......
