The world is overrated because of people!

[Jaibigrone907]

1) Society only conceives themselves and they don't try to understand others. Everyone's bias and no one can disagree with themselves typically.

2) People either cause your problems, they otherwise don't care, or they even potentially enjoy hearing about them with some.

3) Advice and support is usually cliché, interaction is superficial, often the only redirected recommendation is shrinks that leads to detrimental pharmaceutical treatment and involuntary clients who feel invalided and become victims. 

4) I can't relate to my nationalities culture, only since my generation globally is following a unified consensus to not be interested or believing in Christianity Religion or with being all under the same political left wing mainstream consensus. I find their indisputable with any of their popularised views and they argue with illogic. They project their insecurities too often and they can't have as much meaningful or broaden conversation, everything's usually awkward, weird, or whose cringe, a hipster, desperate and they feel things are worth addressing. I don't like their music since 2008, their too into Andrew Tate, women aren't prude. I only like older generations. 

5) The 21st Century is horrible, people are high consumers and overt materialist's, which than makes them more socially superficial, shallow, narcissistic, insincere. Their less emotional courtesy and manners today, people are more grandiose and with potential audacity to not care, it's too much with financial net worth and being entitled. I don't like globalism - diversity.

6) Everyone's more innocent until proven guilty and they won't take needed accountability, they have no humility to be wrong anymore, they treat sincerity and make it that your so humble or rare, to normalise to feel & be mental, fake and laugh at what's true or say that it's strange or weird, but to be guilty of the same acknowledged things. 

7) I couldn't relate to my father. I am a male cultural misfit Christian Fundamentalist and my father is a generic misogynistic that's chauvinistic, sexist. His got no issue with the bloke culture in my opinion and he is stoic and selfish, His not creative. He tries to vicariously live his sports team through me at times and he diverts his illiterate limits onto me that I'm dyslexic. His potential with rarer jealousy and puts his average mediocrity on a pedestal with being the bread winner and the family bill payer. His sister and family is narcissistic and with dysfunctional differences.

[Jaibigrone907]

Thanks for your response Grandy. Appreciate it.

[Jaibigrone907]

Hey again WK, I thank you for your reply. I don't mean to seem vain Knight. I just am actively reading your responses, even if it seems I've been not replying. I guess I keep posting, because I don't have anyone to turn to, I only complain to my mother and she either knows my frustrations and either I can't change the world, my circumstances or give myself the esteem I can't attain. It's just knowing how there's always a new reason I get angry with my life.

If it wasn't high school and all the bad toxic relationships for a decade, it was having to have all my health side effects by the pharmaceuticals and how I'm affected now permanently and would never want it. My treatment is involuntary because of the specific diagnosis. It was all these inconveniences I had with getting my driving, knowing that my parents weren't suitable to drive with me, it was my aspiration that they either didn't care about or entirely believe in my ability. I remember turning 18 and it was this reality of no work direction, independence, money, opportunities even than. It's how no one would assist me if I wasn't claiming DSP. It's knowing how I'm wrongly treated for Schizophrenia and unfortunately that I am still responsible for the choices I made during 2012 - 2014. It's how years later by 2021 I have spirituality that I indisputably can differentiate as nothing that Schizophrenia isn't. It's constant opinions about their trying to demean my intelligence, make me feel different. All this constant daily experiences that happen in diverse ways. Having my brain bullied against me. I was sent to hospital in 2021 and they noted me as a relapse when I wasn't even wanting to be admitted.

I had to occasionally have a decade with knowing my Dad's friend and I never enjoyed those times. I dislike his sister, especially when she tried to make me seem disabled and if I'm taking things day by day. My mother's sisters kids, Since they hate Christianity and can't be wrong about anything at all, they think their a royal British family how they can shun the world as the problem, but everyone has to be approved to see them or be liked by them. My father is useless, He never cared about us having a purpose, development.

It's not only the psychiatry shrinks and general practioners how they just presume I struggle with basic functionality, because their looking through the lense that I have Schizophrenia when I know I don't actually. It's amusing to me how anyone thinks I could advance my life. I haven't had direction for what I ever wanted to do, job recruiters are useless besides writing me a overhyped resume that's nothing beyond nine months of hated volunteering, how their trying to sell off my apparent excellent sociability and wither I'm eager to work terrible jobs with the lowest or bare minimum entry wages. I can't do University without a needed eligible VCE and a ATAR of beyond 87, and I only understandably, reasonably became interested in Dietitian - Nutrition, only since I was diagnosed with pre diabetes. All this stuff has ruined my esteem to be musical as a hobbie. I blame the spirituality.

I hate my generation too. I hate their corroded influence with Andrew Tate. They hate tradition or Christianity. A lot are vape, marijuana, generic Mc Donald's, Taco Bell, wither they have sleeve or full body tattoo's. I can't tolerate how their more shallow and socially trivial about nonsense, everything's either humour or it's controversial. They project insecurities if anyone's weird, awkward, cringe, being a hipster, so concerned about which men are desperate. I don't like the musicians of today.

The worst lesson I knew as I got older. It's how no one cares mostly, people cause the problems, many enjoy yours. It was knowing how you have to mostly conform and be superficial, that almost caring about a stranger makes you special and it's not going to be reciprocated back to you. The heart is valued last in this world usually. People are jealous not envious and they want to manipulate their insecurities onto you, they want you to be average and have success for themselves. It was how money and results and sexual activity is the focus of the world. Life isn't fair and certain people are allowed to do everything and face no consequences others get judged for doing nothing or the most minor thing. Everyone will acknowledge the things their guilty of doing too. The world wants everyone to be not unique, being yourself gets you bullied, unless your famous and people have a bandwagon to feel jealous or defend you superficially. It's just how the world will make you feel weird or mental and your told mostly what your not wanting to hear.

[Jaibigrone907]

Hey White, I replied to this, but it's on the page 2 of this posted section. The final thing I just wanted to add to the post that I've posted. It's just how I have to be bothered with what's mostly annoying with the spirituality side of things, if it's not what seems to be American's telling me about if I'm Democratic, Seventies or British or it's the Psychiatry shrinks trying to make me feel different or wither I'm autism, asperges, not intelligent. I know it's them when their talking about dialogue and in so many ways, the only reason I'm experiencing my bullshit spirituality is purely based off the misdiagnosis, it's so frustrating. I can experience them laughing about me. I get told wither I'm a loser and it's a absolute joke, because no one else is going through this suffering, wither their in worse situations, if their older or similar circumstances. It's virtually being one person, who isn't understood, misrepresented, ruined and being defined by everyone, it's this feeling that just communicating will get me sent to a hospital ward, it's the most legitimate shit anyone could live like. Constantly made to feel like it's their expert evaluation and it's not, it's in actuality a pseudo science under only perceived symptoms by flawed humans that are academic, smug and egotistical narcissist's, they exaggerate more than they know for certain. Their not the credible science of a urine sample or a blood tube test, it's a shame how everyone's overly backing them.